I'm a Rockstar

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2012-01-04T22:12:00.004+08:00

what's up! first day of school today. how I felt? honestly, I don't know. I was like super excited, scared, lazy and hyped up all at the same time. reasons why? It's my SENIOR YEAR this year!! but, I'll be sitting for my major exam, SPM this end of the year. ahhh but it is definitely GREAT to see my friends back. damn, how much I've missed Hanna, Puteri, Kean Hoong, Alex, Thavin, Keashav, Abdul, Naim, Esqandar, Rachel, Ashley and many many more. the atmosphere today was pretty nice, not too bad. Michelle's Mom fetched me to school as usual, many people were at school already. there were loads of 2012's Form 3s gathering like swarm of bees. & there were many 2012's Form 5s at the foyer. lol everyone was so early today. & maybe just for the first week only hahahah.

my classmates remain the same as there is no streaming cause it's still the same stream; Pure Science. our class is on the first floor, like finally!! after 4 years of walking up to the highest floor.. we're finally walking a flight of stairs only :D this year, I'll be sitting beside Hanna, just like last year!! Puteri is sitting behind us, with Alex hahahahah. I bet she's suffering while having fun. Mad sits beside me but, in another row, with Thavin ((if you get what I mean..)) hahahah. Abdul sits with Keashav in front of Mad, Naim sits with Esqandar behind Mad. okay hahaha why am I updating on who sits with who lol.

our lovely class teacher is Pn. Ghwee!! she's also our English teacher. was hoping Pn. Ginny would teach us English but, oh well, both are equally good. I just miss Pn. Ginny cause she taught me when I was 13. miss her! oh, Pn. Yoges said she's no longer the head teacher of the Editorial Board anymore, Pn. Ginny will replace her. thank you, Pn. Yoges for guiding me the whole time. looking forward to work with my favourite Pn. Ginny this year! can't believe Pn. Ginny asked Alex to join Ed Board. sigh, how will I ever work with him when he calls everyone bastard and dog shit every time? hahahah it's pretty funny la, but can get annoying at the same time.

so, I got scolded by Pn. Ghwee on the FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL.. hahahah! cause I was eating the chewing gum that Thavin gave to all of us. but, sigh I was so smart to chew in front of teacher. can't believe Pn. Ghwee asked us to do an essay & Pn. Chan gave us Add Maths homework on the first day. I wasn't inspired at all, didn't even have the mood to think. I only wanted to chill with my friends. collected our textbooks today, saw Ms. Shafeeqah ((our previous Chemistry teacher)). hugged her!! :D it was a bloody hot morning + afternoon today, dammit.

Mommy fetched Michelle and I home as usual. Abdul saw Michelle in my car, he gestured and mouthed "your sister? your sister?!" HAHAH how cute. Hanna said Abdul was like "since when Seo has a sister?!" hahahah. no tuition today! so happy :) did my homework, watched tv, took a nap and then went to the gym with Posearn later about 7.30pm +. so wanna read about my work out after a long time? hehehe whatever, I'll still blog about it.

reached gym about 7.30, I think. saw Am training this man, he smiled heheh. man, I miss his handsome face :) I worked on my thighs/legs today. Am came to find me after he's done with his client. ahh he was like teasing me on how I'm still a schoolgirl :( Abid came while we were talking, we were just talking about my Thailand trip, first day of school. it was super fun just chilling out with both of them :) there was this really strong burning smell on the 3rd floor ((where we were)), so Abid was like asking why are we still here? then, Am said "tak apa, kalau ada apa-apa, saya akan selamatkan dia." alamak, how cute? so we were talking talking, making lame jokes.

after a pretty long chat, Am and I went to the 2nd floor as I wanna work on my calves. Am went to talk to some of his mates while I went to work on my calves alone. then, Am came and Abid came later on when Am and I were arguing on something lol. Am shoo-ed Abid away saying he is on his way to declare his love for me and proposing to me and all these shits. hahaha it's cute they way he says it.. then Am asked me to take a picture of Abid and him, heheheh. yeap, I have their picture on my phone but, I won't upload it here :p ahhhhh, he looks so buff.

ohh yeah, Abid cut off his mohawk :( he's having this Brad Pitt's crew cut now, but I told him tak jadi ah. hahahah! can't believe how old he actually really is, he looks so much younger. same goes to Am! later then, Am went off for awhile, don't know where he went. but at least I have Abid to accompany me :) we were really making each other laugh a lot, making jokes and all. & he scared me saying Am is coming. hahahah because Am always scolds Abid whenever he talks to me :p talking to Abid is really fun, it's a different feeling. it's like I've known them for a long time? hahah! whatever that.

then, Posearn came. talked to him for awhile, did something for my glute, Abid came again lol. where is Am? I have no idea.. then, I had to sit in front of the locker to wait for Posearn as he went to bathe. Am came weeeeee. talked talked talked talked talked. he was like "wanted to bring you out tomorrow about 7.30am, but...... you got school!" HAHAH. so mean :( Abid and Shinar ((this other trainer)) came along.. they were like "ohh jumpa girlfriend.." hahaha then I said no! Am was like "dia selalu reject I ah.." loooool then, Posearn came, so said goodbyes :)

I pretty much shorten it a lot cause it's all the little details that matters and I'm too lazy to type it all out heheheh I shall keep it to myself only.

goodnight! have fun at school tomorrow! x

a new beginning

2012-01-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

may this year be a great year for you, readers!

loves x

laziness took over me

2011-12-29T23:50:00.004+08:00

hi. ugh, Eugene, the Vice President of the Interact Club ((2011)) assigned me to do proposal for this upcoming Membership Day for the juniors to ask them to join the Interact Club. he's a new student in our school. he doesn't know the drill!

1) we don't normally do these proposals unless it's for International Understanding Day ((IU Day)) or Mothers' Day etc.
2) juniors don't get to enter the Interact Club.

gahh, plus I just got back. I'm super super lazy!! thank God, Eleeza Whatsapp-ed me. she has already done her proposal so, she'll send me hers as reference. ahh love that noisy 'girl' hahahah. and our 2011's Interact President, the pretty Ms. Iffah Hosni sent me a sample of a proposal too. but, I still don't get it. I have to "talk to the Form 3's before they select their clubs. get them to join Interact." why would I do that? let them join la whatever fuck they want.. sigh, and Eugene just put himself as the President of Interact for 2012 and I'm the Secretary, without any voting and stuffs. dude, who do you think you are? -.-

um, I'm not gonna blog about Thailand just yet, still lazy. haven't even go to school to get my book list. too lazy to move. but, luckily pretty Tisya & Puteri sent me a picture of the book list :) damn, I just hate this laziness. the laziness is kicking in now. ahhhh not now!! just when school is starting, when I have to be serious as it's my major year. senior year + SPM. so not ready for all these pressure man.

Dad's sister, Kiam Ming ku-ku. "ku-ku" is what we normally call our Dad's sisters hahah. ahh, so Kiam Ming ku-ku, Uncle Frankie, Yanshern, Yansun and Yanhan came over. man, I miss Yanshern and Yanhan, haven't seen them in a long time as they're all not in Malaysia. they all stay in Singapore, Yanshern in Melbourne as he's still studying, Yansun in Malaysia for college, Yanhan is still in Singapore as he's only 15. Yanshern is so buff like Mr. Incredible now. man, that boy should stop growing and working out.

waited for Posearn and Dad to come back from the gym. while waiting, we just chatted and watched a movie, The Chosen One. it was pretty much a bore. we had to fast forward it just to see the ending hahahah. finally, they came home. we went to Damansara to try out this Nyonya Restaurant, The Tranquerah ((Authentic Malacca Cuisine)). it's Uncle Frankie's classmate's restaurant. and as expected, yup. it was very delicious. ahhh I even ate already before this, and I ate again. it was nice catching up with my cousins.

Yanshern is such a funny and loud dude. 3 of them really looks macho now, with their new haircut & stuffs. sigh, what would I do without them. oh and! they love 9GAG too hahahahah. we were sharing 9GAG jokes along the way :) I'm super happy I've got the 9GAG Reader app on my iPhone now, makes life easier :p I'm still working on this proposal. hahahah I don't know if I'm just freaking lazy to even think or I've got no idea at all about the objectives of the Membership Day. sigh, this sucks.

okay then, gotta run! x

jet-lagged

2011-12-28T23:50:00.005+08:00

whazzup!! got back from Chiang Mai, Thailand yesterday about 2pm or so. was super tired and the weather here is piercing hot. so different compared to Thailand. the weather there was so chilling and cool. anyway, still uploading the pictures from my Taiwan trip, which is in August :p hehehe, was lazy!! but, now am not. gonna continue uploading now. super tired, too tired to even blog now.

yup, the title says it all. blog soon!

later x -6.41pm

//edit

hello again! decided to blog about tonight since I'm pretty bored. got back from the gym about 2 hours ago, went there about 8pm. super super lazy, just walked/jogged for about 20 minutes while watching the goals. Dimitar Berbatov is such a hottie hahahah. anyway, so after that, I just went to work on my glute and my calves. Abid came to talk to me for a bit, asked where have I been lol. he just talked for a bit, then someone called so he left.

I was like damn lazy, hardly wanna work out. so when Posearn went to bathe, I just sat outside of the locker room. Abid came to join me, asked where's Am, he said I should know because I'm his girlfriend hahahaha. then, some other trainers joined too cause Abid was using my phone, playing with the Fat Kiosk app. making every trainer there look fat HAHAHA. it was super funny then, Am came!! \(^.^)/

Am asked where have I been and do I miss him. hahaha there were 4 other trainers there..looking. so, I was like uh no. hahahaha but yeah I did/do miss him. he came like pretty close to me, I was sitting, he was standing. he jokingly, slowly put his fist on my cheeks (punching gesture). mm, I won't be going to the gym tomorrow and he'd be off tomorrow. will only see him on Friday. ahh, at least I had the best 1 minute of my life seeing his handsome face.

just posted this ((CLICK)) on Twitter tweeting asking the boys if this is true, mm and Abdul, Euzarif Asyraf & some others said yeah. I hope so.

loves x

make amends

2011-12-22T18:20:00.003+08:00

wow, what a long blogpost yesterday. anyway, hello! not sure if I still have any readers or not. but, if any of you guys read my long blogpost yesterday, thank you and I'm sorry! woke up around 8am today, charged my Blackberry, not sure if I should BBM Kana one last time or not, decided not to as it would be super annoying, I guess. so, I went back to bed. woke up at 11am, saw Tisya's tweet that was tweeted an hour ago saying Kana just left. mm regretted. I wish I called to say goodbye. oh well, what's done is done.

done with packing, going to Thailand tomorrow early morning. going to the airport at 4am later!! running late for dinner, at El Toro, Subang Avenue. will blog when I have the chance.

cheers x

scary visions

2011-12-21T23:25:00.003+08:00

hello! woke up early, was supposed to follow Mom to Empire. was really excited because there's this super super handsome, Francisco Lachowski look-alike working at Cotton On, Empire. dressed up nicely, super anxious. turned out, Mom changed her mind, we went to Subang Parade instead -.-

Dad had asked Mom to buy some of his printer cartridge and a wireless mouse. oh well, it's true that Parade has all these IT things. so, we went there instead. I was fine with it because Kana told me he'll be going there too. so I thought of meeting him before he goes to Perth, Australia tomorrow. BBM-ed him asking what time will he be at Parade. he read it but, didn't bother replying, mm. saw his tweets, he said he's at Gardens with Ruehaish and Raynaish.

so, I kinda understand if he isn't free to reply me.. Mom, Densearn and I went to the Market Place for lunch. Market Place has so many different type of food nyum nyum. so as we were walking, this crazy handsome, tall dude caught my eyes cehhh hahaha. then suddenly, he said hello to my brother and his Mom said hello to my Mom. oh God, I was like !!! :D he's my brother's ex-schoolmate and Mom knows his Mom. turned out he's my schoolmate's brother!! ((yeay x100)). so after at least 20 minutes of non-stop talking, we all said bye, and he waved and said bye to me!! hahahaha.

right after that, Mom saw her another friend which she hasn't met for at least 10 years. mm it seems like they made friends when Densearn was still in Ladybird kindergarten. she was waiting for her kid while, Mom was waiting for Den, that's how they made friends lol. small world!! so at the end, we ate at this stall called Rosie's. I ate Curry Mee, omg I don't know if I was super hungry or the Curry Mee was super super delicious.

after eating, we went to Parkson to shop a little. on my way into Parkson, I saw Naim!! he was on his way out. he's my little Chinese-looking classmate :D did a little bit of shopping and bought this Dubble Bubble ((bubble gum)). it's the hardest bubble gum ever hahaha! so we went home around 2pm +, was still hoping Kana would reply me. he did, later on, around 2.15+ I think, saying he's at Parade. what the actual fuck, just when I reached home. he said he's with my "bestfriend". which is Jasmine. huh.. bestfriend? sure.

I was seriously pissed at him. just told him to have fun. I mean, why won't he ever feel bad? he's leaving tomorrow, and I really wanna see him one last time before he leaves as I will really miss him. so I was just thinking to myself, why do I care so much when he doesn't even bother? it's like, he won't even miss me. & I've been really sad cause he ditched me that day. he told me he'd be going to the gym at night that day, so I went. turned out, he didn't go as he had too much things to do and he went out with Jasmine in the afternoon/evening.

I guess I was just being sensitive or something but, it doesn't hurt calling me up.. well, he BBM-ed me at night, at first I didn't wanna reply because I was really really really hurt. but, I decided to. was cold to him at first but, I couldn't bear not talking to him so, said goodbyes, love you(s) and all. I really hope he'll have a safe trip. he told him that day "what if I die in a plane crash". that sentence has been wandering around my head, making me cry thinking about it. IT WOULDN'T HAPPEN. KANA PINKY PROMISED ME SAYING HE'LL BE BACK SAFELY. I don't want any souvenirs, I just want him home safely. I really wanted to send him off at the airport but, Mom didn't let.. mm I'm off to bed.

have a safe flight, Kana. love you.

goodnight x

nobody else is trippin'

2011-12-18T22:02:00.006+08:00

hello, first of all,

happy birthday, Atisya Rosli!!

I love you.

Tisya had a birthday lunch at Delicious, Sunway Pyramid. I was suppose to go but, couldn't last minute because Mom was sick. in the end, I went to the gym instead. saw Abid only. was a pretty boring workout, hardly did anything as I was super lazy ((x1000)).

after gym, we got ready to go to our family friend's house, Uncle A. K. Woo's house. huge huge huge house at Country Heights. I've only been there once, like 3 years ago when his granddaughter and grandson were still a toddler and a baby. man, I miss them! was super excited to meet them today.

they've all grown up :') Uncle A.K.'s granddaughter, Andrea said she remembers me because I gave her a small little bag when she was about 2 years old. Yew Hann, the grandson doesn't remember me of course. he was only a baby when I first saw him. he was so adorable!! he was playing Lego while Andrea was playing with her barbie dolls. I played with both of them. they were super talkative and can't stop yapping away. super cute, feel like biting their cheeks.

carried them too. Yew Hann was like "no, you cannot carry me because I'm too heavy.." I was like, "you're 4." then I just grabbed him. hahahaha he was laughing away, so ughhh.. Andrea willingly let me carry her, so I even spun her around hahahah. toddlers.. after playing, we went to a nearby Chinese restaurant for dinner with Uncle A.K. and his whole family, his brothers & all. Yew Hann wanted to follow our car but, he was too scared to ask his granddad so, Mommy asked for him.

he sat on my lap when we were in the car, telling us about stuffs and all. his voice is just so adorable, like a cat's meow!! it took like 10000 hours to serve the food to us, but it was definitely worth the wait. the food was super delicious. Yew Hann was already done after the first dish was served. he came over our table to disturb my brothers hahahah. Dad and Uncle A. K. are so hilarious, they're like kids.

after eating and chatting, I told Yew Hann and Andrea we'll be leaving, they were so cute with their sad faces. especially, Yew Hann. oh well, I had a lovely time with those 2 kids tonight.

pretty sleepy now, night x

party on the rooftop

2011-12-17T23:57:00.011+08:00

TODAY IS THE DAY!! the party I've been waiting for the whole holiday, my classmate, Muhammad ((Mad))'s sweet 16. his birthday was on the 13th of November but due to our finals he postponed his birthday party. Intan can't join us today because she followed her family to Singapore. mm, so sad. she hasn't seen our classmates for so long already because she's studying in a boarding school.

so, Puteri's Dad will be fetching Hanna, Fazrul and I to Mad's. Puteri reached my house about 2.50pm +, went to pick up Hanna and Fazrul then off to Keashav's house first as Kana, Ruehaish and Raynaish were there. Mad and Keashav stay reaaally close to each other. went to Keashav's room as the boys were there. it was such a nice room. A Mac, a TV, a comfy bed, a sofa, a drum. damn, he's 16!!! hahahaha. after about 10 minutes, we walked over to Mad's.

cotton candy!!

birthday boy, Muhammad.

Hanna, Mad, me & Puteri.

the boys have already reached there since 2pm. we had to sign a T-shirt that was put there and have a polaroid taken with Mad. he gave us each one one. then, Hanna, Puteri and I had another polaroid with Mad, for him to keep. super generous of him as an Instax film is pretty costly. well, did I mention how rich he is?! yeah, he's fucking rich. finally, reunite back with Zharif, Abdul, Naim, Esqandar & the boys!! so happy. some of them look different, maybe because of their hair.

Hilal

Anwar and Uzair (('twins'))

Uzair Afif!!

after eating, Hanna, Puteri and I got our face painted. there's a face painter that Mad hired. I had a rainbow painted on my right cheek, Hanna had a snake painted, Puteri had a ladybird painted. Anwar had his arm painted. then both of them accidentally rubbed it off.

our face painting :)

it was a really fun party! meeting the friends back after a month, just chilling with my mates never felt so good before. so mm, I was just talking to Keashav, Kana, Zharif, Uzair, Ruehaish and my girls. took pictures and stuffs. after awhile, Mad's family organized a game for us to play. this puzzle game. 3 people in a group, Hanna, Puteri and I, of course. we got 4th I think. so, no presents for us! :( so we were just talking and stuffs. it was nice seeing Affan and Ikmal again after such a long time!! mm but, we didn't have any picture together though.

Zharif, the bestfriend.

Ruehaish! & Abdul at the back.

Uzer, Kana & Puteri.

Alif Ainudin.

later, Hanna had a batman mask painted, Puteri had a spiderman mask. Hilal had the batman's joker painted!! Mad became a pirate later on, so cute hahahaha. so, I joined Thavin, Ruehaish, Keashav and Raynaish while they were playing FIFA 12. it is actually my first time talking to Ruehaish and Raynaish ((twins)). but, actually I hardly talked to Raynaish, just Ruehaish. pretty friendly dude!! and handsome hehehe.

Spidey~

Batman~

Joker~

oh and Mad had like the coolest birthday cake ever! it was a drum with a pair of drumstick. super cute, it's a red velvet cake. it was pretty sweet to me though. too much sugar.. but, it's delicious!! nyum nyum.

everyone at the party.

the boys!!

the girls!!

after Hanna and Puteri done face painting and after a picture with Kana and Abdul, Puteri's Dad came. so, we had to go.. mm it was about 6.30pm +. hugged the boys & girls goodbye and off we return home. I think almost all the boys stayed til midnight. they were playing in the pool and stuffs. saw the pictures Uzair uploaded on Facebook. they were having a helluva pool party!! seems fun.. why am I not a guy?!! hahahah.

Kana, the bestfriend!!

Abedol.

so when I reached home, after bathing and stuffs, Keashav called me. asked if I can go to Taipan with him, Kana, Thavin, Ruehaish and Raynaish. obviously, I can't! I just came back zz. the boys sleptover at Kana's. mm fun.

Fazrul, in the car.

enjoy x

built to last

2011-12-16T22:30:00.006+08:00

hi! I studied today, studied a little bit of History. followed Mom to Sunway Pyramid this morning to shop a little. went to Bubba Gump for lunch, nyum. hardly shopped anything for myself, oh well.

blended strawberry & banana

Mommy's

my fettucini

yours truly..

brothers said they won't be going to the gym today, but I want to because I've got a party tomorrow.. heheheh so of course I wanna look good.. oh well, but it won't happen overnight but, whatever. so, Mommy decided to go to yoga, so I went to the gym around 5.45pm. jogged for 30 minutes WITHOUT FEELING TIRED AT ALL!! I was super proud of myself hahahahaha. then, cycled for 30 minutes. then, Am came!! oh my. he sat beside me, we talked. he doesn't believe that I jogged for 30 mins!! HE KEPT TEASING ME :( after awhile, he saw his Chinese schoolmate and went over to talk to him.

so I was doing my own thing.. then, suddenly I heard "mind if I join you?" hahaha, was shocked!! it was Abid. he came, sat and we just talked about football cause I was wearing my Manchester United jersey. he makes me laugh a lot. I think Am saw my laughing away, he came and was like "jangan curang eh.." hahahah! Abid was so shocked he was like, "eh?!! dia boyfriend you ke?" I just laughed it off, Am was like "boyfriend True Fitness ah. jumpa kat sini je.." then, Am went back to his friend. mm after awhile, Abid went off to answer a phone call then, Am came back to accompany me!!

Am said later about 7pm, he has to train this lady. he said he's scared. I asked him why, he said cause the girl is quite 'mengada' because she sounds so bitchy on the phone HAHAHAH. he was like "whatever ah, let her find me when she reaches. I don't care pun." hahahaha. then, I had to go as Mom was reaching. there's this trainer, he saw us walking. he said "hi, you train with him? *points at Am" I said no. Abid was like "that's her boyfriend.." that trainer was shocked HAHAH. I went down by myself to the ground floor. then, saw Am and Abid again.. they came down using the lift, waved goodbye :)

Mommy picked me up and we went to buy some cough syrup and bread. reached home, brothers were watching Running Man on TV but, with Malay subtitles. a little bit weird as I've been watching Running Man with English subtitles hahahah.

cheers x

reflect back

2011-12-13T23:17:00.001+08:00

hi hi, readers!! yup, you guessed it, gym again! hahahaha. I've come to a conclusion that going to the gym is pretty fun. you get to burn those fats away, you get to look at handsome/sexy men, you get to meet new friends. after all, it's not a bad thing ey? you get to lose those pounds while having someone to entertain you. so fun!!

so, my brothers and I went to the gym about 8pm today because my Auntie ((Ah Yee)), Siau Ching ((cousin)) and Mommy wanted to go to yoga, 8.15pm - 9.45pm. mm, brothers and I were fooling around and suddenly we were stunned cause Am was in front of us lol!! I asked him where is Kana cause Kana told me he's already in the gym. Am said he's upstairs. went up to find my bestfriend. saw him but, I decided to go the ladies area to jog first. jogged for 20 mins + non-stop!! beside me was my ex-schoolmate, Aira ((Faris' sister)).

after few minutes, saw Kana's Mom ((Auntie Mag)) enter the ladies area. she was doing this thing hahahaha, it looks funny though :p after jogging, went to Auntie Mag to say hello, just chat a little. she asked me about studies & all. so, she walked out with me, saw Am and Abid when we came out, they were like "MOMMA!!" I was..shocked.. hahaha! then, Kana came :) Auntie Mag introduced me to Abid and Am "ni anak mertua saya." Am was like "menantu la!!" HAHAHAH. I was like, "huh.. who's my husband then?" Am said, "me la :p" so cute!!

Am kept disturbing me while I'm talking to Kana. hahahah, I find him super cute. but, oh well.. Kana and I went to the locker room floor to sit and chat. suddenly, Abid and Am came down too.. hahahaha. Abid kept teasing Kana and I. he never stops.. Am sat beside me, Kana and him were talking about futsal at Ferro and stuffs.. then, they went down. forced Kana to go up with me cause I wanted to do torso rotation. saw his uncle. about 9pm +, Kana went home with his Mom.

so I was left alone again :( went downstairs to work on my glute. then, Am came!! so happy hehehe. he brought me to a corner to do some sit ups. he sat on the ball and on top on my feet, did at least 6 or more sets of sit ups. he just played with my phone while talking to me. mm, about 9.40pm + I guess, we left.

was nice, he advised me on what to do/eat and all. at least I have someone to guide me. okay, I think.. I'm done gushing about him hehehe.

enjoy x

there is more to discover

2011-12-12T21:50:00.000+08:00

hello readers! it has been a very boring and lazy day, all I've done is going to the gym.. I think all these upcoming days, all my posts will be about gym because I don't think I'll be going anywhere else.. hahahah, other than studying or to the grocery store. oh well, boring me!

so my brothers and I went to the gym around 7.45pm, as usual. just reached and saw Abid. I jogged for only about 20 minutes. was a little tired. I worked on my legs & tummy today. wanted to find my 2nd brother, I was lost!! asked Razin, a trainer if he saw Posearn, he said no. so I called him, he hung up on me!! Razin saw and laughed hahahah. so, I decided to work on my thighs, did squats. saw my ex-schoolmate, Raja Hafizee, he was with his friends. waved & said hi. haven't seen him in months. he is 19 now.

finally, my 2nd brother called, told him I was doing my tummy, torso rotation. that's when Am came to find me hehehe. he told me the most effective way to get rid of the tummy is by doing sit ups. then, we just chat a little. told him to get rid of his beard.. hahahahah. he promised he will, we even pinky-promised hahahaha. yes, I'm lame. mm, talked about futsal/football. we both support Manchester United. hooray!!

hmm, we chat for about 30 minutes or so, just when Am wanted me to add him on Facebook, this trainer came and disturb.. Am was like "we tengah romantic ni" hahahahah! after that, we went downstairs, then the trainer that disturbed us saw us walking down, he was like "ahhhhh, ni memang ahh!!" hahahahaha, fucking funny. after that, he stole Am away. asdfghjkl!! did my calves and went home :)

oh well, I had a good time burning fats & made a new friend.

oh before I forget,

Happy Birthday, Grandma!!

you should know that I love you, forever.

have a great day, everyone x

lead me

2011-12-11T23:29:00.005+08:00

hello!! woke up really early this morning because we've already planned to go back to Malacca to visit my grandparents. had "nasi lemak" for breakfast.. it was a 2 hours+ drive back there. brought Grandpa and Grandma for brunch at our favourite coffee shop somewhere.. hahaha.

came back after brunch, helped Daddy, Mommy and my 2 brothers to pluck some mangoes as we've this huge mango tree! there were fire ants all over!! nothing much to say, just pictures.

Grandparent's huge garden.

the family working on mangoes

yours truly & her 2nd brother, Posearn.

Mommy!

yours truly & her eldest brother, Densearn.

just a part of the mangoes we got.

Po, Dad, Mom, Grandparents, Den

Po, Dad, me, Grandparents, Den

girls day out

2011-12-10T21:11:00.002+08:00

wazzap beechezz! went out with my lovely girls today, Hanna, Intan and Puteri. Hanna's boyfriend, Hafiz came along too. he looked different, slimmer. but, Hanna was like "because he's wearing black." hahaha! I went to Pyramid right after my last day of tuition at The Maths Centre, about 3pm. Hanna and Hafiz went earlier to catch a movie, The Muppets. Intan and Puteri went earlier too to shop a bit.

so when I reached Pyramid, called Intan to meet her. She was at Topshop. I had a hard time finding it hahahaha. embarrassing moment. we went to Diva to buy some accessories. & Forever 21 to buy some clothing. went to Marks and Spencer to visit Alex. hahaha, nothing much. it was just a get together. stopped at Burger King for a drink. Intan and Puteri had burgers. we just had their fries.

quickly went to Quiksilver to get Muhammad his birthday present. we bought him a cap, 4 of us shared. it suits him, his style. after that, Intan's Dad called. I had to follow her home early cause I've got a family dinner to attend. Hanna, Hafiz and Puteri went back shortly after that. it was a short, good get-together with my girls :)

oh, tried on this Maxi Dress in Forever 21. LOVED IT but, I didn't get it.

cheers x

hear this now

2011-12-08T15:27:00.002+08:00

hello! beautiful, cool afternoon today. good, lovely music serenading me. beloved friends chatting with me. perfect, flawless pictures shouting "REBLOG ME!" on Tumblr. tough but doable Additional Mathematics questions on my study table, right in front of me. a recipe website on one of my tabs. I don't know why but, I have a good feeling about today. I just love today! well, I woke up happy. I believe today I will do something productive. like, studying, blogging, listen to some good music, read some good, fashionable magazine, bake and go to the gym!

so on the 4th, my 2 brothers and I went to the gym, True Fitness about 3.30pm. it was a rather relaxing workout for me as I wasn't really in the mood to exercise yesterday. but, I did a little back extension, lifting myself up and all. so we were doing this thing for our backs, and this old man was just staring at us. pretty freaky. then he came and told my brothers to do another method and all. telling my 2nd brother not to help my eldest brother when he's working out. what?! you gotta give a hand when he can't take it anymore.. he was just so annoying! can't stop talking hahahaha. while I was just laughing hahahaha!

then, we went to the ground floor. that's when I did this thing that I'd have to lift myself up then lift my legs. it's for my abs. oh damn, it felt really good after that. my tummy hurts whenever I crunches now. but I'm loving how it feels like. we saw Arsenal, my ex-trainer. he was so mean!! yes, Arsenal won 4-0 while Manchester United won 1-0 that day. he kept teasing me!! pretty annoyed so I asked him to shut up. hahahah and he just laughed.

oh well, Mom and I baked yesterday morning!! I'd choose not to upload any pictures because it is hideous but, it tastes so damn bloody good. we baked according to the Subway cookies recipe. nyum nyum yummy. like seriously, it tastes so good but it's like super sweet so, we ate it today morning. it hardened and it kinda sucks hahahahaha.

oh and guess what? I'm like starting to like Running Man, the Korean variety-game show. I'm never interested in Korean music/drama/movies or whatever that's related to them. my second brother that just came back from Australia introduced Running Man to me, and ever since then, I'm hooked. damn. but, this dude from Running man, Kim Jong Kook is too cute.. I just can't resist.. he doesn't look too good in pictures though. and I realised that many of my friends watch Running Man too!! Abdul, the one that rants about how much he hates K-pop likes Running Man too.. hahahah!

Jong Kook is 2nd from left. I'm bad w/ Korean names..

can't remember all haha! *click to enlarge.

so I went to the gym with my brothers last night, about 7.30+ to 9.30+. great workout!! supposed to use the treadmill in the Ladies area but, it was fully occupied. so I went downstairs instead. saw this dude, and memories came flooding back. he meant almost everything to me, once. 2 years back.. well, he ignored me. what could I do? thank God, these 2 instructors, Abid and Am were talking to me. they were so cute and entertaining ☺

my calves are currently hurting, I think I over did it haha. but, I've got several parties coming up. I gotta look my best!! well, yet again. KANA DITCHED ME :( Am and Abid were finding for him. they kept asking me if he's my boyfriend. and Am goes, "I frust tau tak, ingatkan dia boyfriend you. cuba bagitau betul-betul." hahahaha! jokers. they said I look like a Malay because of my specs & they said I look older than 16!! hmm. they asked for some people's number for them to call. I thought of Alex and Nazwan right away.. hahahah so mean but, yeah.. and Abid jokingly said "hmm okay, your number pulak?" hahahah! then suddenly 2 other instructors came shouting "haaa, berebut! berebut!!".. so nosy! & one of them even lied to Abid saying he trained me before hahaha! they went off shortly after that.

then, I worked on my calves a lot. Razin, a personal trainer came to chat a little bit, saying he hasn't seen me for 6 months.. lol. after that, I went to do some stretching then plan to leave. Am saw me, he followed me to do some stretching. we just talked a little. I told him I play volleyball and he teased me saying I can't spike the ball over!! & said if my net is the tennis net!! meanie :( he's fun, fun to talk to :) then, my brother called. so, I left. well, I had fun, at least.

so back to today,

my cousin, Teng Teng Ka Jie brought her 2 kids, Bryan, 11 and Venus, 8 to visit us. they've grown so much. so tall now. I miss moments when Venus was still a baby. we used to play with her tummy cause it was so huge hahahah! she was so cute, and still is. went to lunch at USJ11, chicken rice restaurant. yummehh. they just went back, about 10 minutes ago. so, here I am. blogging for you people.

my bestfriend, Hanna is having some trouble now. I really wish I'm by her side right now. I know she needs someone to lean on. I really wish I can be by her side, let her cry it all out on my shoulder.. hope you're okay, Hanna. I love you!

gonna work on some Add Maths before going to the gym with my BFF, Kana hahaha.

later! X

calm and collected

2011-11-20T15:51:00.003+08:00

afternoon guys! it's raining like mad here. Daddy and Mommy said they'll be coming back from Ipoh together with Uncle Peter about 3pm. hope they'll have a safe drive back home as it is raining so heavily. so I woke up about 11am this morning as I slept around 3am, was watching Manchester United vs. Swansea. only the first half though. Javier Hernandez scored 1 in the first half. about the 10th minute.

I think I was holding on my pee for quite some time.. I'm not sure but, after peeing in the morning, my stomach hurts like mad. it's like, so freaking painful, I can't do anything. I can hardly walk. but, I'm feeling better now. Mom and Dad are on their way back already.

One Direction's Up All Night album was leaked. I listened to some of it. Moments is amazing. anyway, so yeah I don't know what's wrong with me lol. not being myself these two days. been so lazy and down and emotional.. really, the most boring day ever.

lol goodbye. oh here's yours truly emo face.

it's gotta be you

2011-11-20T01:31:00.001+08:00

so hello. finals ended like a week ago! been lazing around like a pig, seriously. don't even feel like doing anything other than sleeping. was busy recovering my sleep for about 3-4 days straight. and then, I figured. I'm getting fatter and fatter day by day. didn't even bother exercising during exams. so I decided to pretty much exercise everyday and name it My Fitness Program. hahahaha lame? I thought so!

I did, started going to MPSJ, a stadium near my house to jog. normally with friends, as most of them go there. as the weather is so unpredictable now, it always rains. if it rains, I'll hit the gym, True Fitness. this has been going on for awhile now. and I really love the feeling. like, I feel so damn refreshed and fit after working out or jogging. I just love sweating it all out! the feeling is just phenomenal. it's like, I'm finally getting fit. I wanna be toned :)

but, nowadays everyone is so busy. and I've been so sleepy. been skipping gym for 2-3 days now. can't go to MPSJ to jog as it always rains. hm, but I will hit the gym/jog today. definitely. can't be lazing around anymore! so today I did, I jogged around USJ5 (my housing area) for about 20 minutes only as it was about to rain..

Mom and Dad went to Ipoh, my eldest brother, Densearn came back from Johor. pretty lifeless day today. went to dinner with my Aunt and her family just now. had Snowflake for dessert! went to her house for a little bit. had a lovely time with my cousin's dog, Cha Cha. cutest thing ever. came back home about 10.15pm?

iMessage-d with my second brother, Posearn, who will be home real soon! he's currently at Melbourne, Australia. so excited! he said I have the most presents, yeay!

so anyway, it's currently 1:17am right now. I was just stalking this pretty friend of mine. every single picture of her is so perfect. her cheekbones, jawline, hair, eyes, smile, dressing and accessories. she is so slim. I'm feeling all stupid and fat all of a sudden. it's stupid stalking people, all I'm feeling is fat, ugly and wondering what am I doing here? I wanna jog right fucking now. and stalking the person I like would just make me feel even more sad. sigh, I hate stalking but I can't stop doing it. lolz.

okay, Manchester United vs. Swansea is starting now. blog soon.

take care. X

hope to God you're listening

2011-10-06T18:50:00.001+08:00

hello, friends. been busy, busy, busy these few days! I shall summarize everything that had happened. so hello!

well, here goes: Sunday

studied the whole morning. Momma went to Mid Valley Mall with my aunt and my newly engaged cousin. so, as I said that day. we have this farewell lunch with our German boy, Alif Imran. I waited for Puteri's parents to fetch us to Nando's, Taipan to meet up with the brunch. when we reached, Alif, Inas, Tisya, Abdul, Adam, Khalil, Daniel, Nabil, Riyadh and Kean Hoong were already waiting for our seat.

Inas and I decided to ask the waiter to call us after the big table is available. however, after 10-15 minutes, some other table was already available. so, we made our way to it. Uzair tweeted/whatsapp-ed all of us asking where were we. so, Alif called him, told him to join. I sat in between Inas and Uzair, opposite Puteri. sitting near Uzair and Kean Hoong nearly make me go crazy. they're so asdfghjkl! gave 3/4 of my chicken to Uzair to fucken shut him up. sounds mean? yeah, try being in my position that time. when you're just trying to have a peaceful lunch with your mates. and these 2 dudes, just can't shut the fuck up. teasing/annoying you in every possible way.

after eating, we made our way to McDonald's cause Abdul, Nabil, Adam and few of the boys still want to eat. tsk tsk. stayed there for awhile only as Puteri and I had to leave. had a picture with Alif. hardly talked to him. forgot to give him a goodbye hug, fuck! God knows when we'll meet again :( oh well, he didn't even look too keen to meet/talk to me. he didn't even bother replying my tweet. he tweeted "@nabilrahim, @adlimoktar, @itsinas, @tisyaaa and others, I will definitely miss you guys. Thank you for making my visit much more memorable." I mean, 'others?' oh okay.. oh well. til we meet again, handsome.

the German boy, Alif Imran!

ze bff, Kean Hoong :)

Uzair & Puteri

pretty Inas!

Put Put :)

Alif & Puteri!

let's proceed to: Monday!

it's a day before this major examination for the 9th grade called, PMR. only the 10th graders have to attend school. only like 1/4 or half of the Form 4s came. kinda had a great time in school. Hanna didn't come as her eyes are still swollen. poor her. it was only Puteri, Esqandar, Naim, Zharif, Mad, Kean Hoong, Jane and few more came. Anwar was spending almost the whole day in our class. it was nice having talks with Zharif and Kean Hoong. as I was explaining to Zharif and Puteri how I can't let go of my crush, I then realized that Esqandar was listening the whole time. and, there you go, he now knows who "he" is. but, Esqandar can be trusted. thank God. he did say about helping me but, I'm not sure.

my friends have been asking me to try to tell him. but, I was thinking, nahh.. I've been keeping this for 4 years. what if I tell and my friendship with him will just be ruined just like that? so yeah, I'd better not take this risk. anyway, school was school. we're all planning to skip the whole week of school as PMR starts tomorrow. until Friday.

Anwar Ali for you. HAHAH

here goes: Tuesday

skipped school! Puteri and Hanna went. Hanna's eyes were still swollen though. lol I'd rather study at home than to go to school to do nothing. woke up early in the morning to follow Mommy to Mydin. bought loads of junk food and just stuffs. had 'roti canai' for breakfast/brunch. haven't had that in ages. and, I studied almost the whole day. nothing much today. pretty boring..

Wednesday

Mommy and Daddy went to Singapore in the morning as Daddy has some meeting or something like that. so, I'll be home alone with my eldest brother who came back from Singapore til Saturday. SAD LIFE!! and guess what? I fell sick on the day my parents left.. slept the whole day til my Additional Maths tuition which starts at 4 and ends at 5.30pm. was really sick in class. and then, quickly had my dinner and rushed to my Bahasa Malaysia tuition from 6.30 to 8pm. was even more sick in class as it was so cold!

was planning to just bathe and study a little bit then I'll crash early. but, my cousin, Siau Ching called saying she and her family plan to bring my brother and I out. so my uncle picked us up like 5 minutes later. we went to Snowflake, a dessert shop at SS15. had my pearl milk tea, nyum nyum. came home and studied til 1.30am. yes, I know I'm sick but, each time I close my eyes, my head feels like exploding so I'd rather study History and chat with my bestfriend, Sarah on Whatsapp :)

so, TODAY!
I'm feeling so much better now. oh my, Accounts exam is tomorrow. all the best to all the Accounts students! my exams are next week onwards. I am so dead.. woke up in the morning, got a text from Mom + Dad. I'm so happy! miss them so so much! so what have I done the whole day? play Words With Friends with my brother and study Bahasa Malaysia. boring life.

brother went to Monash for some briefing thing. home alone right now. dinner is ready, I think I shall go off now. oh by the way, I'd like you readers to listen to this song: Terrible Things by Mayday Parade. search for the lyrics, you'd be in tears.

enjoy x

short and simple

2011-10-01T22:46:00.000+08:00

hello, readers! it's a Saturday, it's October! hello, FINALS :( finals is in 2 weeks. someone slap me? just wanna check if I'm dreaming.. anyway, I think today is pretty dull and boring. my eldest brother, Densearn went to this camp by his uni, Monash University. they have to take care of the mentally disabled kids and their families.

hm, I studied quite a lot today. was supposed to go for dinner with my friends as Alif will be returning to Germany tomorrow night. but, Alif decided we'll go for lunch tomorrow as he planned for a FIFA night at Adam's house with the boys. hahaha typical boys :)

so anyway, we went to dinner with my cousin, Yansun who's studying in Taylor's College now. dinner at Shabu One, Lot 10. amazing steamboat buffet!

gotta go! take care x

nice guys finish last?

2011-09-30T18:52:00.006+08:00

well hello, it's been days since I last blogged. was busy with two tuitions on Wednesday and was studying almost the whole day on Thursday! so hello! just had my tuition and dinner. Mommy went to yoga. Daddy is working. there's nothing much today so, I'm gonna blog a little about those 2 days too!

well let's start about Wednesday,

school was pretty good. we had our last lesson with our Chemistry teacher, Ms. Shafeeqah in the Chemistry lab. she was extra nice to us on that day. she let the naughty boys in our class, Esqandar, Azfar, Alex etc. to play and kid around in the lab. Hedi and Alex were like devils. hahaha they unscrew the water pipe and opened the water tap. they were so naughty, all of them! especially, Esqandar. ishhh, so out of control but, Ms. Shafeeqah was talking to us about her family.

she told us she won't be teaching us next year when we'll be in the 11th grade. that's sad. she's been like a friend to us. hm, but at least we're all friends with her on Facebook! oh hm Hanna had a really really bad period pain on Wednesday too. her boyfriend, Hafiz had to massage her back. and the boys from our school saw and started making fun of Hafiz each time they pass him lol! it's so hilarious. in the Chemistry lab, Puteri and I had to massage the boys hahaha. I had to massage Kean Hoong's shoulder then, Abdul's one too. and poor Puteri had to massage Alex's THICK shoulder HAHAH. that boy needs to lose weight :p

guess I'm done with Wednesday, let's proceed to Thursday! :)

Puteri didn't come! we had no idea why. today's her important day. she was supposed to present a Biology presentation with Hanna. so in the end, Hanna had to do her presentation alone. oh well. oh and, the Subang Jaya Community Sports Club, SJCSC boys are back from Borneo for their football game already. Naim used to be a fair, Chinese-looking Malay boy but, hahahah he's like so sunburnt now! oh my God. oh and, Alex and Azfar did their Biology presentation as well. I don't know if it's the best presentation or what but, IT WAS FUCKING HILARIOUS.

our Biology teacher, Puan Zauwiyah was laughing her ass off! I just can't describe how funny it is. but, Azfar and Alex do know how to entertain the class; reasons why I love my class. it's just the little things they do that will crack the whole class up. so, give me some reasons why some teachers hate our class so much? oh anyway. so I was so drowsy. was just laying on my school desk, looking at Hanna saying, "I wanna get married!" out loud. and Abdul took my middle finger saying, "Come!!" and he was trying to stuck this coin into my finger hahaha! he sure knows how to make my day, ey? :) so he was asking what's the point of getting married? Hanna and I said getting married allows us to have babies. nothing is more adorable than cute babies, really :'D

oh and, our local shopping mall, Empire Gallery exploded due to gas leaks! oh myyy, thank God it wasn't working hours. it was around 3-4am. & there's a pet shop there. someone said that the pet shop owners would bring the pets back home. THANK GOD. I love the puppies and kittens there. thank you, God.

so, what's up today?

today's pretty boring, actually. school wasn't happening at all. boring boring boring. it was only fun towards the end of the day. Hanna, Puteri and I were singing Adele's Someone Like You the whole day HAHA. then, Zharif and Anwar started to join us. no doubt, they've better voices than us, girls :p this has been like a daily routine; massaging some of the classmates, especially Kean Hoong and Abdul. massaged Kean Hoong then, Puteri. Alex asked me to massage his arm. I did, for like 2 seconds, his arm was so sticky, ew! Abdul asked me massage his foot. ARE YOU KIDDING ME? hahahah then, I massaged his arm for him, his biceps lol! wiped all Alex's stickiness on him :p hehehe. rather dull day in school, I'd say.

then, had Chemistry and Physics tuition with my bestfriend, Kana and also, Sharmaine for Physics. Kana bought for me a Sabah (Borneo) keychain. I'll blog the picture of it later. I miss him, so much.

finals in 2 weeks, books are calling me. take care, readers x

simplicity

2011-09-27T19:09:00.004+08:00

good evening, guys! just had my dinner, alone. Mommy went to yoga while I was sleeping just now. Daddy isn't home yet. today is a pretty interesting and entertaining day. was supposed to go to Accounts tuition with Alex just now but, Mommy let me drop Accounts! I don't have to take it for my major exam next year. finally! although I'm not taking it for my major exam (which is called SPM), I still want to learn it for my own knowledge. accounting can be pretty interesting when you understand it. so, lets talk about school, shall we?

I'm not sure if you call this an amazing news or what but, Pn. Yoges had already given my name, Hanna's and Puteri's name up for this appreciation award for what we did for the Editorial Board. I'm quite happy! because, we did so much, skipping classes just to get the work done, sacrificing our personal time for the Ed Board. a certificate means nothing but, at least we know we're appreciated. I think school only "got going" during Physics lesson. Zharif and Kean Hoong were singing I Want It That Way by Backstreet Boys then, Puteri and I were singing after that.

I miss the moments where my brothers and I will sing to BSB all the time. when we were little. time flies, yes it does. we did this light ray experiment for Physics. it was quite fun. my group was Hanna, Puteri, Abdul, Muhammad, Keashav and I. I think I understood haha! oh and, before recess. I finally did my English oral. I talked about "My Experience of being Accused." I got 29/30. so proud of myself! weee, thank you, Pn. Puteri, my lovely English teacher. English lesson was pretty fun too. a lead went inside Alex's finger. so Puteri, Hilman and Esqandar were trying to peel it out with a safety pin. Alex was squealing and howling all the way. it was so entertaining for Hanna and I! HAHAH. I'd say that's my highlight of the day. hahaha!

hmm, during Biology class, some boys and girls did their presentation. which Zharif and I have already did (^.^)v teacher even said it was good! thanks to Zharif, he's a funny ~~boy~~ man. the last period was Mathematics. my favourite subject but, the teacher is making me hate it, seriously. she's so annoying. well, lets hope she doesn't read this but, I have my point of view in things. she nags a lot. A LOT. I can go for ages on this topic but, I guess I'd rather take a quick shower and get going with my Mathematics revision since I don't take any Maths tuition.

overall, today's all about school. and, school was school. finals are just around the corner! :( I'll talk more on my dreams tomorrow, hopefully.

I live for the future

2011-09-26T17:23:00.006+08:00

"-There is nothing like a dream to create the future."

hello, aren't you glad that I'm keeping this hobby up? I used to write down everything in my diary. yes, write. hardwork! after 5 books of diary, I stopped writing. 1) don't have a time to do so. 2) I'm lazy (: so anyway, ever wondered why my blog title and my quote is about the future? yes, be excited! my blog today will be about future. THE FUTURE. MY FUTURE.

so, my guy bestfriend who sits near me, Kean Hoong and I were talking about our future. I've known him for 10 years. he wants to be a doctor while I want to be a lawyer. we both might be going to England, might study in the same University there. we were talking about how exciting it will be if we were to stay in the same house with a few other friends. so, the future. can we predict our future? can we set our future now? questions running through my head, as usual. we were even talking about kids in the future. where Kean Hoong would be my children's godfather. he'd bring the kids out and play with them.

my bestfriend, Puteri and Hanna were talking about kids. how we would want our kids to be like. wouldn't it be cute if my children and my bestfriends' children be bestfriends? that'll be amazing and extremely cute. my another bestfriend of mine, Sarah and I are huge fans of One Direction, a UK band from X Factor. they are from UK. and Sarah will be studying Accounting in UK too. imagine if we were to attend their concert there. Mannnnnn, we'll be fangirling all day long! we might even go for live football games. I am a huge huge die hard fan of Manchester United while, Hanna and Kean Hoong supports Liverpool, Sarah supports Chelsea. if we were to go for football matches, live. probably, we'll all be fighting. gosh, I just can't stop thinking about these.

my crush, he too, might be playing for a football club in England. my post, titled "confession of the broken hearted" did state that he might be going off next year end. what if, we meet each other there? it'll be amazing. he's good friends with Kean Hoong. it'll be nice if we all get to meet each other and maybe go for a road trip in England. at least I won't feel like a stranger there. I hope. yes, I have a huge dream.

however, for this dream of mine to come true, it have to be paid off with great results. I might be taking A Levels locally, when I'm in college. I've heard about how tough this course is. I have to study my ass off in order to study in England, in order to be a successful lawyer. as much as I'm so excited to study in UK, I'll miss my family so dearly. and, my friends here. I'm extremely close with my Mommy, Daddy and my two brothers. I'm very very close to them. even thinking about this, brings me to tears. I'm prepared to fly to UK but, I'm definitely not ready to leave my family and friends. my aunt and her family who stays really close to me are really close to me. these 16 years of my life revolves around them too. they've been taking care of me since I was a baby. my 4 cousins treat me like I'm their baby. I'm not ready to leave them either.

my cousin, one of the 4 of them, Siau Ching was talking to me about my future when I sleptover at her house. she was saying how time flies. my other cousin out of the 4, Yen Yen was saying how she remembers carrying me every time when I was still a baby. they were all saying how they miss my brothers and I as babies. and how time flies. so much love around me, I'm not ready to leave my Mom, Dad, brothers, cousins, aunt and uncle. yes, life there might be a whole new adventure, it might be fun but, where can you get homemade, nutritional soup? :'(

I'll miss my Mommy so much. I guess I'm the closest to her as now, my 2 brothers are studying abroad, I'm the only one that's by her side. all the time. listening to her rants, nags, lame jokes and everything. Mommy is the one that makes me Iced Coffee when exams are just around the corner, Mommy is the one that gives me Brands Essence of Chicken every morning when there's exam. Mommy is the one that pampers me with new clothes, new iPhone covers, good food whenever she wants to (most of the time). even the thought of leaving her is killing me.

anyway, here comes the good news. my cousin, Siau Ching. her boyfriend emailed my mom saying he'll be proposing to her this Friday. oh God, I can't wait! it'll be amazing. they'll be getting married next year end :D this news is by far the best news I've heard so far. lets hope for the best for Ivan. I'll blog a picture of the ring this Friday! hehehe, aren't you readers excited? :) I know I am!

oh, my blog title might say I live for the future. truth is, I'm not ready for it at all. not a bit.

off to dinner. x

make a permanent reservation in my heart

2011-09-25T13:59:00.004+08:00

good afternoon, friends/readers! woke up about 10am this morning. parents went to Old Klang Road for breakfast and just to roam around that area. Old Klang Road is Mommy's hometown. but, ever since Granny passed away, she hardly goes there. as I was home alone, wasn't that keen on studying just yet. went downstairs to watch Spiderman 1. didn't have the time to watch the whole movie. rush upstairs to bathe before Daddy and Mommy come home.

it's already 1409. and I only had a hint of Physics. sigh, finals are just around the corner. 11th of October til the 2nd of November. 1 week of Deepavali holidays in between. total days of exam: 11 days. yes, 11 :( just can't wait for it to be over. then, I can say I'm finally relaxing. can't wait for the holidays to come. shopping with the girls has been my wish since starting of the year haha. and, I will be going to Chiang Mai, Thailand with my family, including my brothers. they'll be coming back from Singapore and Australia. can't wait! *excited.

oh yeah friends, I changed my Tumblr URL to :

www.swagdrugswag.tumblr.com

yes, lame. but, I pretty much like it. kinda suit the whole "Tumblr world." LOL.

alright anyway, I'll be hitting the gym soon. haven't been to True Fitness for more than 2 weeks. sigh, yes I'm a lazy ass pig. heheheh. oh did I tell you? I met Alif Imran, my good friend. he came back from Germany recently. we met up at MPSJ, this running track near my house. he looks so handsome. haven't meet him in about 2 years or so. felt so good after seeing him. he grew taller, but he doesn't have an accent just yet! :p hope we'll all go for lunch/dinner with him before he returns to Germany :)

anyway, I'm gonna go get ready for gym now. Mommy promised we'll have Subway for dinner, yeay. so proud of myself for blogging today. just downloaded Blogger on my iPhone, in that case, I'll blog more. hopefully.

have a lovely day ahead, friends!

confession of the broken hearted

2011-09-23T20:08:00.002+08:00

hello to people who still take the time to read my blog. I doubt there's any. if there is, pop a "hello" on my Shout Box! just wanna see who are my loyal readers of my un-updated blog lol.

just gonna start blogging about random stuffs again. suddenly am inspired to blog again. I've to let my feelings go. I've been annoying my friends way too much by complaining about my life. when there's no one to turn to, you know the social media is your bestfriend. I'm just 16, I know I shouldn't think so much.

I'm thinking about how sad life is going to be after high school is over. high school will be over after next year. what if's are running in my mind. what if, what if my bestfriends and I separate right after high school? what if, when I organize prom next year and many people choose not to show up? what if, I don't have a date for prom? what if, I'll still be fat next year? what if, I can't get 9A's for my major exam next year? what if, my friends won't be as close as they are with me anymore? what if, there's streaming this year? I'll lose touch with my bestfriends :'(

man, I do think too much right? are you bored yet? LOL. sorry, I just... I just don't know who to turn to already.

and, I'm in a dilemma. I've posted this on Tumblr. so, I'll just quote it here.

my confession.
you’re one of the first person that smiled at me on the first day of school during 7th grade. then, you secretly asked for my number from my friend. you added me on Myspace. you had a girlfriend then but, broken up after few weeks. we started talking. smiling shyly at each other in school. bumping into each other at the school’s stairs. you are the best football player among the boys here, among all of the boys from any school at all. you’re just the best athlete our school have. it amazes everyone to see you sprint your 100m run or to see you play football. I believe we’ve always had this on-off relationship since the 7th grade. or at least I thought. you’ve had one or two girlfriends along the way. now that we’re in the 10th grade, we’re placed in the same class. my feelings for you just can’t fade away. you gave me a hint of hope but that pretty much makes me eager to go to school every morning. but, I know you’re not keen to be in a relationship now as you’re focusing on football. I completely understand, waited for you for 4 years, and is still waiting. is this the right thing to do? I don’t want you to ever know my feelings towards you is this deep. I know you don’t bother to see my Tumblr, that’s way expressing my feelings here is the best thing I can do. maybe, maybe it’s best this way. you not knowing how I feel..

he's my classmate. and it seems that he'll be going to UK for football right after next year's major exam. so, what if, we lose touch? what if, we meet at UK when I study law? when will I be able to forget him? yeah, full of what if's.

well, I've got to rush on my Accounts project. I'll blog more often now. I feel so much better (:

2011

2011-03-17T18:52:00.001+08:00

Hello, this is my first post in 2011. Not happy with myself for it. I bet no one's reading my blog already as I haven't been updating it. Hmm well, let's start with school.

I'm in 4 Socrates, pure science class this year. Together with Hanna, Megat, Abdul, Alex, Jane, Eleeza, Aqeelah, Naim, Kean Hoong, Janesh, Zharif etc. Not a bad class.. But basically, the sad case is I'm separated with my 3 Mozart gang. 2010's class. Rachel, Regina, Kenneth, Zachary, Rong, Ju-Ean, Irfan and Marcus. I MISS THEM SO MUCH. Cried for days when I found out I'm in a different class with them.

Intan and Puteri, my 2 dear friends were in 4S too with me :) it was awkward at first as we were very close in Form 2. But weren't close at all in Form 3. But after a week + we clicked back right away and were closer than ever. Especially when Hanna came into our class and sat beside me. After a month, Intan and Puteri told us that they got accepted in Tunku Kursiah College (TKC), Hilman got accepted in MRSM, Perlis and Ikmal got accepted in some other boarding school. Hanna and I were devastated.

The best part is, Hanna and I planned this surprise farewell party for them. Mainly for Intan and Puteri. It's a LOOOOONGGG story about the farewell party, so I'm not gonna go into it that much. But most importantly, it worked out perfectly and they were shocked :D these are the people that left, excluding Hanna and I, or course.

^^ Intan, Puteri, Ikmal, Hanna and I :)

^^ Puteri, Hanna, Intan and I with our pink watches :)

^^ Ikmal Azree :')

I definitely have to thank Hanna and Izat (Intan's brother) as without them, this wouldn't be a surprise. Thank you! Well, after the farewell, Hanna, Puteri and I sleptover at Intan's. We had a great time! Intan's dad bought us dinner at Secret Recipe and even bought for us BR :D we even went on Omegle late at night hahah! Funny moments :D

Sigh, as much as I'm enjoying life (kinda), I miss January SO MUCH. January.. When Intan, Puteri, Hilman and Ikmal were still here.. When things were still alright. Uh, some things that I don't wish to repeat anymore. Ugh, how I miss January. Oh God. But, we can't turn back time. So I gotta live every moment like my last. Spending time with Hanna in class is just amazing :) I love her to bits!

Oh and, I got my iPhone on the 21st of February 2011 :) I've got my lovely mommy to thank :*

Ahh, ze iPhone is running out of battery! I shall update more soon, promise! :)

To the readers out there, let's all take this moment to pray for Japan and the whole world, including everyone that's affected, shall we?

Gotta run! Take care you guys! :*

seo jinxian xx

3 Mozart ♥

2010-12-30T21:15:00.005+08:00

Hiii friends, it's kinda long but, you don't mind reading this right? :))

As I did my English oral test on the 13th July 2010, as I was reading what I wrote about Friends, I was thinking, do I actually have a 'True Friend,' a 'Best Friend,' someone I call a 'Friend,' a 'Friend for Benefits,' and or even a 'Frienemy?' It really hit me. Maybe now that I've got Rachel, Regina, Ashley and also Jane, I'm really lucky and extremely happy to have my girls behind my back :) And, my boys, Kenneth, Marcus, Zachary, Zharif, Gavin, Megat Fariz, Euzarif Irfan who are always there to listen to my struts and frets about everything that’s going through my life, for making me laugh when I’m sad and in a really terrible mood. I really, really enjoy spending times in class now. I don't even bother skipping class or going out of class - not even to toilet when I have to! *I’m sure you guys know it very well. HAHA! I'm really glad to be in 3 Mozart this year. This year seems to be different than the other 2 years. It’s just somewhat indescribable. Maybe this year, we are more like one.big.family :') I'm much more open with my feelings and emotions this year. And, I'm very comfortable being in class with all youu monkeys. Hehe. And when I had my holiday in Penang, I really really missed you people! Hahaha, miss the fun we all had. So, yeah. I'm SUPER thankful to have the boys and girls in my life, and really hope to be in the same class again next year. I don't care if Yik Ping is in my class. Don't care if he's damn annoying. Sometimes it's fun to have these kinda people in our class right? Endangered species. HAHAHA. Okay, shit. That was mean :/ Sorry, Yik Ping! Hahah. Well, there's definitely some bad moments in class. When Rong made me cry -_- Tease me some more! But, he definitely had his way to persuade me and made me laugh again. And, mm Kenneth, remember the time when Rachel and I didn’t want to talk to you? Haha, which was funny funny funny. Hehe, but as everyone know, we’re all like a family; we wouldn’t fight no matter what. When I was having problems and cried, the classmates really made me smile again. And, I still remember when I was all sad about my Sejarah marks because I burned the midnight oil just to revise on ‘em. And, what shit result I got? Thank you, Rachel for the tissues each time I needed one, for the hugs, for the pats on the back. Thank you, Regina for telling me all the hard work I did will pay back. Thank you, Zack for telling me it’s alright & that I’ll ace in my PMR. Thank you Fariz for saying it’s okay. Thank you, Marcus for you’re always there to tell me screw gerak gempur. Hahah. I'm very, very happy to have you guys. Really grateful. And, on my birthday, the girls planned a surprise birthday party for me in class! That moment was just AMAZING!

Thinking back all the things that had happened in 2010, I never really did anything for my classmates. But, you guys did so much for me instead. Again, I don’t know how to thank all of you more. I just feel like this year passed so much faster. Maybe it’s because I had so much fun with you guys! :) I had fun seeing Marcus and Kenneth fight every single day, seeing Rong and Mukhesh fight, seeing Rong, Zack, Marcus, Ju Ean, Kenneth and I don’t know who else, seeing them having their own whale slap? Eagle strike? Tiger grab? Lightning strike? Hahah, I don’t know what else laaah :D

************************************************************************************

We went to school on the 23rd of December 2010 to collect out PMR results. I was glad to meet most of you guys again after such a long separation. Well, not all of you guys but, some of you :) I only saw Rachel, Regina, Zharif, Kenneth, Marcus, Zachary, Irfan, Fariz, Gavin, Aqeelah, Uzhma, Rong, Ju-Ean, Wei Liang, Lucas, J-Lynn, Amelia. Hmm, that's all I guess? It was really nice seeing you guys again. Well, now that we all have already gotten our results, I'm sure some of you guys are satisfied with it, some of you might be disappointed with it. I know I'm disappointed as I've gotten 6A's 1B. And, the B is for BM :( Anyhow, congrats to all of you! :D We've all worked very hard to get to this stage. I guess BM doesn't matter. As long as we got to go to our preferred stream. After all, PMR isn't that important :p Yesss, I can say that now that I've got through this shit :p Whatever it is, Congratulations guys! :'D

I really really do wish we'd be classmates 'til we're Form 5, really. But, I'm sure most of you have alraedy decided to go to other streams to pursue their own dreams. Well, we still have got modern technology & we still have got our recess time to catch up on each other right? :) Please do keep in touch, guys. Thank you, everyone for everything. I will definitely miss you guys. We've been classmates for a year now, the bond has gone deeper. We all became good friends, we end up needing each other. Ishhh, I can go on forever about this. Ahaha.

Well, the year has passed.

Thank you, Rachel, Regina, Jane, Zharif, Kenneth, Marcus, Zachary, Gavin, Fariz, Irfan, Amelia, Aqeelah, Rong, Ju-Ean, Mukhesh, Putra, Siobhan, Uzhma, Daanisha, Raghiney, Rebekah, Pang, Kenny, Kek, Joey, Lucas, Edric, Najeeah, Izzati, Athirah, J-Lynn, Su Jean, Wei Liang, Amos, Yik Ping and Wen Sheng. Thank you for filling my days with your silly jokes, with love, with happiness and just thanks for being in my life :D Let’s hope we all did well in PMR and will be in the same class again, shall we? I love this class. Dayumm. Hahah. Just wanna take this opportunity to thank 3 Mozart for everything.

I love you, Rachel Kong Pek Yew.
I love you, Regina Khoo Zi Rou.

I love you, Jane Yap Ji Han.

I love you, Mohamad Zharif Bin Mohamad Zamri.

I love you, Choong Kenneth.

I love you, Marcus Ong Beng Chye.

I love you, Zachary Adrian Emuang.

I love you, Gavin Gan Yew Meng.

I love you, Megat Fariz Mudzaffar bin Megat Firdouz.

I love you, Euzarif Irfan bin Uzaymee.

I love you, Yong Xhin Rong.

Thank you so much, classmates. Every single one of you mean a lot to me, in every different ways. Hehehe, love you all. X

♥ seo jinxian

WORD .

2010-10-16T21:07:00.002+08:00

Hey bloggie :D Today was pretty much productive! Woke up about 0825 + cause I've got badminton. While choosing what to wear, Rachel (!) called me :) She said she'll come to my house now, so I ran downstairs to on the TV for her then, ran up to bathe. Hahah, then Gavin (!) texted me saying he can go! YEAY,I was happy :DD So yeah, I was waiting for Gabriel to text me before I leave the house, didn't wanna be the first there, I'm afraid I'll be so... o.o It was suppose to start at 0900. But, Gabriel texted me about 0935? Haha, I woke my brother up about 0930. So, after he bathe and all, he fetched Rachel and I to Supercourts! Gavin said if it suddenly cancelled, he'll eat Gabriel and I up HAHAHA :D

So, reached there about I don't know what time. But, everyone was there. Haha, Gavin, Gabriel, his lil brother - Zachary, Dasa, Kai Voon were there. Su Ean was suppose to come but, she's still asleep. Haha. Kenneth was suppose to come but, he's asleep and WON'T COME -_- FFK some more, butch. So yeah, moving on. Su Ean joined us about 11 or 10 + I think? And umm, yeah. I played only doubles. Haha, games were funny. Paired up with Zheng Hao first, then with Gavin. Then, 3 on 3 :D Gabriel, Zheng Hao and I vs. Gavin, Rachel and Su Ean :) Haha, it was funny. Then umm, Gabriel and his little brother went to versus these 2 Malay guys. Gabriel and Zachary trashed the shit outta those dudes :D It was so fun to watch, haha. The Malay guys' friends were laughing at them cause they were losing to small kids. HAHAHA.

Nothing much after that. Went back about 1200. At night, went to Asia Cafe for dinner with family, haha. BLRGHHH, sleepy already. Okays, nothing much anyways. Just that, they have got dips for badminton (Y)

♥ seojinxian is addicted to spanish players ;)

GOD.

2010-10-15T21:07:00.002+08:00

And, I believed you..

Hello! Didn't blog the whole day yesterday cause the laptop wasn't with me, instead it was with my brother :/ So yeah, I was suppose to go jog yesterday morning but, Rachel couldn't go, Regina too. So, there are no girls, I decided not to go too. Haha so sorry, Fariz! :D

Anyways, went to school today. Everyone of us went too. Passed up the Melaka trip form to Pn. Ghwee today. Can't wait for Tuesday!! :DD Eeeek, school was boring again. Went to Bilik Seminar to listen to Pn. Sabariah AGAIN. So after recess, the boys went to play futsal, Rachel, Regina, Ashley, Su Ean and I just sat there. Su Ean playing with Fariz's iPod Touch, i just sat there with the girls. Then, Abdul came to play with the boys then, went back. Haha, that was random.

As the Sun is getting hotter, we went to canteen for about 30 mins then, went back home. Marcus called me, switched on the loud speaker. Haha, he sounds so kiut :p Some shit happened before bell ring. #$%^&! don't wanna talk about it. Ughhhh. I've got loads more to write but, I've got badminton tomorrow. Thanks to Gabriel! Finally, I gotta lose some tires :p HAHAH.

♥ seojinxian is addicted to spanish players ;p

tupperware

2010-10-13T22:47:00.000+08:00

*melts ;p

Hii! Blogger has been playing a fool with me. I can't change the colour for my previous post -_- So, first of all, I just created Tumblr yesterday. Anyone who's reading this, please do follow me alright? I'll follow you back too :)

seojinxian.tumblr.com

I've got 5 Followers and I'm following 6 now :) An improvement? Hehe! Mm, went to school today, since teacher said got some Form 4 streaming discussion. So, Rachel, Regina, Ashley, Kenneth, Zachary, Marcus, Fariz went :) But yeah, waste of time. During recess, called Mommy, she came and I told the guard I am in afternoon session so, Mom's gonna bring me go for lunch then, return back to school later. HAHA lame but, he bought it ;)

Reached home, showered. Watched Letter To Juliet. It was super sweeeeeeet :') Then, about 1445, went to Marcus's house. Mommy decided to fetch Zack too. So, reacher Ong's resident about 3+ ? Ashley, Regina, Su Ean, Gavin and Lucas reached already by the time we reached. Brought a tub of ice cream there :) Rachel came after her cheer practice!

Played PS 2 . They were playing PES 2010. So, I took over. I used Spain to versus Gavin's Italy. Guess what? I WON!! 2 - 1 , babyyyyy! Thankiess to Xavi and Torres baby ;) Then, played with Zack. Spain versus Italy again. Drew 1 - 1 :( Eeeeeek, hahah! Anyways, I'm sure most of them are semi-deaf by now, I was squealing and screaming like shucks. HAHAHA :D Sososorry, loves :) Well, it is a pleasant day. Marcus's Mom was nice, she bought us food :'D Nice nice, hehe!

So yeah, we're having Melaka trip next Tuesday (19th). Eeek, can't wait! But, sad case is. Paramore's coming on that day too, which means GOODBYE JOSH FARRO :'( But, mm I guess I'll have heluva time with the classmates and friends. Levem :)

Dayum, internet is such a tortoise! Facebook lagging like shucks. Hmm, I'm gonna go jogging with the rakans tomorrow morning. so yeah, I'm gonna blog tomorrow or something :)

♥ seo jinxian is addicted to spanish players ;D

Chillpill.

2010-10-11T22:49:00.004+08:00

*drooools!

Hi! PMR is finally over. 5th, 6th, 7th, 11th October! Zaaaaap, I'm bored. Now that PMR is over, I have no idea what to do, can you believe it? O.O I should be out there partying or going out and, here I am, blogging -__- Well, some boys are going Dota then to Supercourts for badminton. I want to go badminton too :( but, a million of people are going so, what's the point? Zz

Mm, the last paper was Living Skills. Everything were going on great, the only worrying me was BM. and then, suddenly came Living Skills. It tore my confidence down. Shucks! I'm really worrying now when I should be happy cause the stress is over? But, 27 December only I can relax I think? Hahah cause that's when the results will come out. I'll only be completely relieved when I see this

Bahasa Melayu A

Bahasa Inggeris A

Science A

Mathematics A

Sejarah A

Geografi A

Kemahiran Hidup A

So yeah, hahah! Hope this will come through :D

Hmph, what do I want if I get straight A's? Lets see alright? Umm, I would want an iPhone. Yes lah, I know it's lame lah, I know I'm outdated. Shut up, I still want it okay? And maybe umm, another piercing? But, I don't know if Mommy will let or not! Ohh, I just did this 3 Mozart collage thing :)

*small i know, sorry! its on facebook too :)

Ah, I don't know what am I doing at home. Guess Imma sleep early today. Might go to Holiday Villa for a swim tomorrow. And, movies on Thursday? :)

♥ seo jinxian is addicted to spanish players (;

inspired

2010-08-31T17:14:00.003+08:00

Hello. I just woke up from my nap and straight away skype-d with regina. HAHA. Funny shits, at first my mic has got some problem and, everything is okay already. Yay! Had my first skype ever with a friend :D

Sarah, Kenneth, Rafael are keeping me from being bored :D Thankss.

Sick of being fat. Sick of being ugly. Sick of feeling low. Sick of looking at my friends with envy. Sick of not sticking to my guns, because I’m so ashamed of myself. Sick of wanting to die. Every bite of food makes me more sick.

Gotta go aunt's house for dinner.

- seojinxian is in a huge rush now

class.

2010-08-08T21:13:00.006+08:00

song : Just the way you are - Bruno mars

Hello. Trials just ended today at 1225 : ) The last paper is Living Skills. IT WAS FUN. HAHAHA. With Rachel especially. Silly much? HAHA (Y) BM paper 2, I think I screwed up the whole thing. The night before, I stayed up till quite late to study History. During the BM Paper 2, I was really sleepy. Hardly have the energy to think :/ And, Maths Paper 2 was hell. Paper 1 was heaven, haha. Hope that helped : )

Hmm, I'm home alone again tonight. Parents went to a party, brother went to a dinner, another brother, as usual, at Johor. Hmm, here I am. Watching The Last Song. Sad movie :'/ Never thought I'd watch this cause I'm not a fan of Miley. Ahah. Nice movie, anyway : )

Chatting with girls and boys now. So boring! Sigh. I don't know what to do. As in not what to do at home now. What to do about what I'm currently thinking of now. I don't know if I should just forget about this whole thing or to just fight for it?

Whatever me. Wanna watch another show.

♥ seojinxian is addicted to spanish players :b

alejandro.

2010-07-25T10:49:00.005+08:00

song : we'll be a dream - we the kings.

"-Like a little school mate in the school yard

We'll play jacks and UNO cards."

So hello. Its 1111 and here I am, blogging again :) Aunt bought for me curry noodles. Fattening for breakfast? Yes, who cares? Okay, I'm freaking full now. Sitting in my teevee/karaoke room watching MTV. Sleepy. Tired. Lifeless.

Anyway, it's my grandpa's birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, GRANDPA! ♥

Sorry I didn't go back Malacca to celebrate with you. Have got crashcourse. ZZ

Going through Tisya's tumblr now. Interesting pictures all over :) Interesting words too. Got this one that caught my eyes 8D

Not caring about what people think is the best change I’ve ever made.

True ey? Yes, I think so. Zz I'm so bored, barely anyone is online yet. And, I've got crashcourse again from 1400 - 1715 later. Fuck lah! But, nothing much I can do. PMR is just around the corner and trust me, it's scaring the crap outta me. My Geography and Living Skills (KH) just suck cock. Omg, scared :B

Got this from Tisya's tumblr, again :)

Cool ey? Yess, it's FERNANDO ;)

Anyway, I'm like doing some Sony Ericsson PC Suite thingy, I don't freaking get it at all. Hahah, complicated technologies -_- Aah, lappy's battery is gonna die, 38% remaining. I think Imma sleep for awhile then, to tuition. Oohkay, see you people :)

♥ seojinxian is addicted to spanish players ;d

boys.

2010-07-24T23:00:00.004+08:00

song : kissing you - miranda cosgrove

"-Never say goodbye because

goodbye means going away

& going away means forgetting."

Hello. So, here I am again :) Its 1443 right now. Had my Sri Setia PMR crashcourse from 1000 - 1315 just now with Regina, Zharif, Hilal, Hilman, Nabil, Ammar, Safiyan and a lot more. Had Maths. Hilal and Ammar were asking me to teach them and from that moment on, I knew I can never be a teacher. Hahah, I've got no patience, so yeah. Sorrraayy. Hahaha. Okays, guess what? I'm home alone, parents and Posearn went to Malacca to attend my cousin's wedding. And, here I am, not going because I've got crashcourse, WTF -_-

So hello, its 2031, had dinner with my Aunt and cousin :) Went Mid Valley's Madam Kwan! Lovee the Nasi Bojari! But, watafak, went Mid Valley without any make up, not even a line of eye liner or a stretch of lipgloss! And, guess what? My hair sucks, yes it does, went to some hairdresser yesterday and freaking regretted it! Ugh. Just hope it'll at least be better before Monday :9 I don't wanna go to school with this disaster, ew. I swear to God, I'll never go back to the salon anymore. Omg, I'll just stick to APT, please.

Okays, hmm. I did my English Oral some time ago. And, I was just wondering stuffs cause my topic was about FRIENDS :)

So yeaah, that's roughly it. And, I extracted this from Atisya's tumblr :)

I feel so alone. Sometimes I think, and I realize that I really don’t have any true friends. I spend Friday nights in my room, and I sometimes think what it would be like to be “in with the crowd,” and as I’m thinking, I smile at what could be.

Hmm, ever wondered that? Hah, whatever man. I'm so bored right now! No mood to study ;p Chatting with Rafael now, he's so damn mean, omg -_- Great, he went to eat now. And, I'm so lonely again! Ooh, not really, Irfan is here to chat 8D

Hmm, lets do some random facts that you guys might not know about me, shall we?

I love to sing, haha.
I've never kissed any boy before in my life (!)
I am touched by the every little thing a friend does :')
I don't own high heels yet. I only wore it once during my Phantom of the Opera play in 2009.
I'm not as open as you think I am - emotion wise.
My mum doesn't subscribe Disney package for Astro, that's why I don't know a thing about Spongebob or whatsoever about cartoons.
I'd give up guys if my friends like them - did that before ;)
I'm not pampered like most of you think I am. (RAFAEL!)
I don't go out much with my friends (!)

Haih, that's all I can think of right now. I am like super blank now. Okays, no point writing crap here. I'm gonna go talk to Ikmal, Rafael and Irfan (:

♥ seojinxian is addicted to spanish players ;p

shiz.

2010-07-15T18:30:00.009+08:00

"-there are some people in life that

make you laugh a little louder,

smile a little brighter and live a little better."

Hello, here I am again :) Hmm, okay, I said I'll post the winners thingy here right? I'm free now, will do it now, everything hopefully.

Player of the Tournament : Diego Forlan - Uruguay

Golden boot winner as Top Scorer & Young Player of the Tournament : Thomas Mueller - Germany

Best Goalkeeper Award : Iker Casillas - Spain

Leading Individual Goal Scorers :

Thomas Mueller - Germany

David Villa - Spain

Wesley Sneijder - Holland

Diego Forlan - Uruguay

Most Shots by a player in a Tournament : Asamoah Gyan - Ghana

Most Saves in the Tournament : Richard Kingson - Ghana

Most Fouls by a player in a Tournament : Keisuke Honda - Japan

Most Fouls Suffered by a player : Andres Iniesta - Spain

Most Passes by an Individual : Xavi - Spain

So, I think I'm kinda done. Uhh, shit! I've got KH tuition later at 2030 - 2200. Its a new class. Don't feel like going, Thursday was supposed to be my favourite day of the week cause there won't be any tuition. Until today! :( Anyways, yeah I should, my KH is terrible :/

So yeah, how's school today? It's kinda okay. Zachary and Gavin might be having one of their worst day of their lives again, today. Hmm, I felt so useless for not knowing what to do when they were both having a bad day. All I can say is "Its okay :) Are you okay?" Zz, lame lah. But, I really didn't know what to say. Don't wanna offend them in any way some more! But, in the end, they were both okay back :)

School was bad by the end of the day. Rong really pissed me off. He kept talking cock about my 2nd brother. As if he knows him. Like FUCK YOU, MOTHERFUCKER. You don't even know him so, shut the fuck up! I was like seriously pissed off laa -_- And, Marcus, no it isn't you fault. Hahah, maybe part of it is, you laughed at what Rong said .Zz

So, hmm. Gotta go in another 7 minutes! :( Gotta prepare for tuition. Hahah, Zac might not be coming to school tomorrow. Hahaha, *Pssst! Zachary! Don't screw up the trick I thought you! HAHA. Okay, that was lame, sorry. I've got lots of things to say lah but, this isn't the right time now that I'm going off in another 4 more minutes. Omgee, I gotta go. My brother just said "OKAY 8! OFF!" Babi!

Okay then, adios!

♥ seojinxian is addicted to spanish players ;o

Shush.

2010-07-13T14:28:00.003+08:00

Song : -

Hello, I wouldn't have a single picture here, okay fine, one picture cause I'm in a hurry. So, just hello! Kinda had a fun time in school. Did my English oral today, talked about Friends. I guess it went well? Hahah. Was hesitant to go, at first but, the boys chanting my name made teacher looked at me, so I went -_-

Hmm, oh! Congratulations to Diego Forlan for winning the Golden Ball and, Thomas Mueller for winning the Golden Boots and the Youngest Player thingy and Iker Casillas on winning Golden Glove. Hmm, in a rush now! I'll blog more on this World Cup winners thingy. You guys might have already knew the winners by now but, shut up okay! I still wanna post it. Hehe. Okay then. Wanna bathe. I might not be blogging anytime soon. Again, miss me :)

♥ seojinxian is addicted to spanish players :d

ESPAÑA!

2010-07-12T20:44:00.009+08:00

Hello! And, who won the FIFA World Cup 2010 title? None other than

SPAIN !

It was an extremely great goal by Iniesta! Weeeeeee. Torres failed the first attempt to try to pass to Iniesta but, thanks to Van der Vaart's ball clearing that got to Fabregas and, he passed to Iniesta! WEEEEEEEE 8D

I didn't sleep at all. Watched the closing ceremony at 0030 then, watch the match straight until 0500. And then, woke up at 0625 for school. Had only 1 hour and 25 minutes but, I feel fine in school. Kinda tired but, managed to stay awake :) Maybe cause I am too hyped up that Spain actually won the World Cup! :D

And then, came home from school, was SUPER sleepy! So, went to bathe after lunch, and straight went to bed. Woke up 4 hours later? Or maybe more. Hahaha, Mum asked me to rest okay! :D Felt kinda guilty for not studying. But, woke up for dinner and, watched teevee. Even more guilty now :B But, here I am now, cutting the newspaper article on World Cup and blogging. Zz -_-

Well, so to all Holland fans, sorry but Spain still is the better team! But, no doubt Holland is really good with players like Robben, Sneijder, Van der Vaart and YOU NAME IT! And, psssst! Van der Vaart is very very good looking :b He looks so much like Bradley Cooper! Hihihi ;D

Andres Iniesta, goalscorer :)

Fernando Torres, my hubby ♥

Carles Puyol, the man :)

Click for World Cup pictures!
♥

Weeeee, gotta go study! Won't blog already for a long time. Miss me, k?

♥ seojinxian is addicted to spanish players ;b

losing a bestf.

2010-07-11T03:50:00.000+08:00

song : - watching Uruguay vs. Germany

So hello. Guess what? Thomas Mueller from Germany just scored - 19th minute. Watafak man. I really want Uruguay to get the 3rd place. I never like the German players just cause Michael Ballack is in it. Hahah, the same goes to Chelsea. Never like 'em. Hahah, and YESS!! Cavani from Uruguay just scored - 28th minute. YEAAAAS! :D I wish Paul wasn't right about this match. It predicted Germany will win this match. Hmm, hopefully not! But, Paul the Octopus predicted Spain will take the title. So, yeay! (y) Hehe, and suddenly existed Pauline, a female octopus predicting Holland will take the title. NO WAY MAN! Paul came first! :P Definitely rooting for Uruguay for this match :)

Hahah okay, nothing much going in the game now. So, lets talk. Hahah. Oh yeah, its 0303 now so its, 11 July!

Happy 15th Birthday, Alif Imran!

Haven't seen you in a year or more now! Come back quick okay? I'm sure you're so much taller now, tallie! Unfair -_- Been missing you, the whole school have been missing you. Come back, come back! Loves ♥

Okays, hmm. Forlan looks so weird in the FIFA website :/ Hahah. Anyway, I guess this will be my last post in a long time. PMR is in a few months, I have to start studying and mum wouldn't let me be anywhere near the computer, I suppose. So, miss me alright? I might only be able to blog like, after PMR :'(

Uruguay's keeper, Muslera is good man :) Hahah. But, obviously Casillas from Spain is still the best keeper in the world, one of the best (: Okaythen, its very late or must I say early, since its morning? Haha k, that was lame. Goodnight or goodmorning. I'll be blogging the moment I can. Byebye, readers. Happy reading, people! Hope it wouldn't bore you guys :) And again, Alif, have a great birthday! :D

♥ seojinxian is addicted to spanish players :b

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2010-07-10T23:54:00.000+08:00

song : together forever by rick astley

Hello. I'm damn blank right now. I have no idea what im gonna talk about today. Hmm, lets just start alright? I woke up at 0915 today. I'm suppose to wake up at 0900 cause Ive got crashcourse at 1000 -_- But, excuse me? There's a snooze button! And, I got scolding from Mum, wtf. Hahah, whatever man.

So, about 0945 + , Michelle's mum came to fetch me to tuition. Sat alone and booked place for Jane and Reg ♥ Hah, its been long since Ive seen them. Then, few minutes later, Nabil came with Fazrul. They sat behind. Then, Fazrul said he forgot his specs so, he went back home to take it. *in case you're wondering, he stays nearby :) Hahah, so yeah. Then, Safiyan came along, he sat behind me. Then, Zharif came. He sat beside me. Then, JANE AND REG CAME - AT LAST! So, changed place. I sat in between Reg and Jane, instead :)

Crashcourse was quite fun, ey? Mrs. J taught us a lot! Hihi. Anyway, so went back home at 1315. ATE, bathe, watched teevee then, slept. Was damn tired! Ohh, and before sleeping, I printed 2 pictures using the Polaroid thingy.

See!

David Villa, my hubby!

Xavi Hernandez looks on :)

Yeah, then, I went to sleeep. Slept about one hour or so only cause my family were talking so damn loudly! Zz so, woke up. My eldest brother is going back to Johor :'( Goodbye, koko. Will see you in September :) Said goodbye and went back to sleep. And, gosh! The room was so hot. It was as if I was in a freaking microwave. Woke up and went to my second brother's room. Switched on the laptop to do some essay thingy to email it to Mrs. J and switched on the air conditioner too. Woooooooh :)

Hmm, okay. Here I am, staring at this blank page on my laptop, thinking of what to blog. At the same time, typing the email, chatting with Marko, Kenneth and people on Facebook. In case you're wondering who the eff is Marko, its Teacher Mark. Hahah :P Great, now Marko have to go -_- Left Kenit. Zz.

I'm going through this dude's profile. He's not my crush or boyfriend or whatsoever you're thinking. He is my bestfriend ever - or so I thought? I went through his profile and I didn't know that so many things are going through with him. And, truthfully, I'm really disappointed that he didn't share all these with me. Hmm, maybe it's really none of my business but, I'm just shocked, yknow. I thought we're bestfriends and the matter of fact, we're not? Well, I don't know. I texted him today and guess what? He didn't reply. I was thinking maybe he doesn't have credit. But, he was online and, he didn't even leave a message or whatsoever to tell? Whatever already, man.

I really don't like this feeling I'm getting. I'm definitely not falling for him. I guess I'm just having the kinda feeling like, I'm afraid of losing him? I really don't know. I just don't like the feeling I'm feeling now. I really really miss him. Haven't seen him in days now. And, I really miss the moments when we were in the same class :( Definitely miss those moments. Sigh, and remember early this year, you said you didn't care how people laugh at us or whatever. And, I trusted you when you said that. In the end, you were just like every.other.guy., you lied. You did care! I was super disappointed :/ Whatever already, I'm getting sick and tired of you acting like this and that. Go have fun with the others, the girls and the boys. I'll just be one of your friends. Not anything more than that, maybe? I don't wanna be heartbroken again.

Fuh, okay. I'm kinda done relieving everything. Kinda done. Not really over yet but sigh, poor you readers! Hahah. I'm watching Date Night now. Funny shit laah. Haha, okay then. Gonna wait for the Uruguay vs. Germany match. Hope Uruguay wins! Hate Germany hehe :P

♥ seo jinxian is addicted to spanish players ;)

Adicto a España :)

2010-07-09T01:23:00.005+08:00

Hello. What's the meaning of my title? It means "Addicted to Spain :)" Ahaha, have been rooting for Spain from Day 1 or World Cup. Reaaally cant wait for the Finals. Netherlands vs. Spain! :D Hmm, its a tough call on this match. Netherlands have to the ultimate Robben, Sneijder, Van der Vaart, Van Persie and loads more. And, Spain have got Torres, Villa, Pique, Iniesta, Fabregas, Xavi and PRACTICALLY ALL OF THEM ARE THE BEST :D Really cant wait!

Anyway, I really wish I have a polaroid camera -_- Uncle Peter bought for me a polaroid printer! :D

Weeee, so far, only printed 2 photos. Zz hmm, changed blogskin. Changed to a much more simple one, plain and sweet :) Well, I really dont know what to blog about now.

Hmm, I miss school. Im at Penang now for a short holiday. I miss hanging with my classmates. Rachel, Regina, Jane, Kenneth, Marcus, Zachary, Gavin, Rong, Ju Ean, Zharif, Megat and all of them. And, Ashley! Haih, its alright! I'll be back on Monday. Its 0201 right now, I think I better hit the sack now. Not really tired but, have to. Will blog again when I can. PMR is around the corner, cant actually go online that much nowadays.

♥ seo jinxian is addicted to spanish players :p

♥♥♥

2010-03-18T22:11:00.003+08:00

Song : Fight For This Love by Cheryl Cole.
Mood : Heee?

Hey, yeah been long, I know! :P Hm, there's nothing much to say now. Its the school holidays, so yeah. Hm, just went through this guy's page on Facebook. And, have to say, I really really miss the moments with him. I really really miss the late night text messages, the 'hunting' for him in school but, never say hi when we meet, the everything! Hmm, I shouldnt really think about it though. Its like so heartbreaking everytime I think of what we've had, what we've talked about. Its like, almost everything, most of the thing reminds me of you :'(

no mood,

- seojinxian

formspring.me

2010-03-14T20:48:00.001+08:00

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/seojinxian

hiiiii ,

2010-02-26T21:39:00.002+08:00

hi , its been ages again. sorry la alright, studies zz -.- hahah, okay. nothing much is going on about my life now. activities that gone by were photography session and larian fourian! photography session was fucking stress but at the same time, fun fun fun! Managed to get in some of the pictures,hahah. illegally, that is. hahaha , too bad lah kan. im in-charged in this whole thing, i did some innocent face and got my way in a picture! last year was better, i got into like 7 pictures? hahah . oh and , larian fourian was fuck -.- last year i got 25, remember i kept bragging about it? this year i got 34! :( to make myself better, its because last year i competed with form ones and this year with form four :) oh and, surprisingly, i like working out in gym nowadays , have been going there for like 4 days already? only, i know. hahah. alrighty then, gonna go watch Old Dogs on dvd now.

iloveyou, tysonjayritter! ;D

xo, seo jinxian (;

Eh oh,

2010-01-29T14:21:00.001+08:00

its been long, right.
feel like closing down this blog.
havent been posting anything, its so dull already.
but, at the same time, i dont wanna delete all these.
fuck.that.dick.

over and out.

seojinxian is in 3mozart, what a class. phew.

Youre MY Number 1, Snowball ;)

2009-11-11T13:58:00.007+08:00

"-Ive to bite my tongue but,

whats the point if the feelings gone?"

Song: Mona Lisa - All American Rejects.

Mood: Freaking sad.

Hello Hello Hello. Celebrated Mummy's birthday yesterday. Not really celebrate, just bought a cake and ate it. Because we celebrated it like days before at Tony Roma's and with Aunty's family at One Utama, I forgot the restaurant, I think its Dave's. Yeah.

I went back from schl yesterday about 1650 then, Daddy and I rushed to Secret Recipe, I booked Oreo Cheese for Mummy.

Then, went home straight. Nothing much though. Oh yeah, I still study you know. Ughh, want prove?

Yeps, its Sejarah.

Final Assessment Test thing.

Yep, seee. Haha. Im bored. I just YouTube-d All-American Rejects just now. And, I freaking cried when I see this http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Mw-Sp14wsc - CLICK!

Wow, I cant believe I cried, omg. Haha. True fan I guess? :)

Nothing much now, my tagboard is so yesterday already. No one comes to tag, wtf. Well, I just gotta say that, Tyson Jay Ritter means my life to me, really. Wow. Wow. Wow. Haaah. Im just not in the mood now, forgive me.

Agaaaain, no matter what yaww,

Seo Jinxian ♥ Tyson Jay Ritter

Glitter-On-Body is Sexy on him ;)

2009-11-09T22:00:00.008+08:00

"-My dear our hearts have gotten good
at pumping cheap new lust into our young veins."

Song: I Drive Myself Crazy - N Sync.

Mood: Normal, Im good!

Hello hello hello world :) I woke up about 1015 today. Watched teevee, first thing in the morning. Then, went to bathe, thought of going to Intan's with Sarah. Was all ready, like what the heck. Haah then, texted Intan telling her that I'd be late. Then, she replied saying that its canceled cause she's going to her Aunty's house, haaaa. So, I changed back to my 'home' attire and decided to just watch teevee the whole day.

In the afternoon, after lunch, had a nappy time. Then, woke up like an hour later and slept again since Astro isnt working due to the fucking rain. And then, exercise a lil' bit and went to watch teevee, again. Hahaha. Okay then, nothing much.

Check out the nails :

Check me out,hahah:

For supper, went to Canai Cafe. Saw the shisha, was tempted :P Its freaking 0000.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY,

I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART ♥

As usual,

Seo Jinxian ♥ Tyson Jay Ritter

i love stripes!

2009-11-08T15:10:00.004+08:00

"-kiss away the pain
my heart soaring
my life pouring,
pouring into every wishing well."

song: mona lisa - aar.
mood: more desperate.

hello! its been 3 days right, since i didnt blog? yeah, was busy studying actually. crazy? i know. nah, nothing much. going one utama with aunty's family in 2 hours, im still busy you tubing all american rejects and blogging is disturbing now.

xx ,

Seo Jinxian ♥ Tyson Jay Ritter

Waterloo!

2009-11-05T22:39:00.006+08:00

"-I'll meet you when worlds collide
where stardust fall on all our dreams
when time will heal the ache to breathe."

Song: Avalanche - Marie Digby
Mood: More desperate? :P

Hello world! :) Today was kinda so-so. Woke up about 1015? And then, went down for breakfast. Heavy breakfast. Crap. Ahaha, then. After breaky, rush to bathe then, had to follow Mummy to the post office. I waited in the car and was listening to Hitz.Fm. And, Rudy said "Catch our DiGi Music Live featuring All-American Rejects tonight." I was like "WTH? Tonight?" So, I called Sarah and asked her if she has got Hitz's number. And, she said she doesnt have and I told her that Rudy said its tonight -.- But, after that, she texted me Hitz's number. I tried to call though but, it cant reach, haish. So, whatevs. I just let it be and just hope that its on 1400.

About 1230, I text Intan telling her that Im home and that she can come anytime :) So, Intan called me and said that Sarah, Put, Shafiqah will be walking over to her house first then, only to mine :D So, I waited until 1315 +? Then, they pressed the doorbell and, I was rushing out then, she texted me "Yo, here already" Woh woh, chillax, sabar. Haha.

So, we were waiting for the DiGi Music Top20 thingy. So, we watched and it wasnt worth watching it, actually. They showed so little of the AAR happenings -.- But, at least they showed the one that All-American Rejects went to Pavilion, that was the part I missed! :( So yeah, they interviewed Tyson and Nick. And, what the heck! Natalie asked what kinda girl Tyson would choose, he said 'Natalie Portman.' and I dont know who else lah but, I know he's single :) GILA LA KAO. I was quite sad though :P And, then Nick said he's not seeing anyone now. And, Sarah was so bloody happy :D

She's Natalie Portman.

Oh and, in that interview, Natalie taught Tyson how to say 'Apa khabar?' and 'Sudah makan?' Awmygod, Tyson said that! So damn cute! He was like 'Apa khabarrrr.' With the dragged R! Haha, so comel! ;) Hm, nothing much right? Each time they show Tyson I'd be screaming, thats fer sure. Hahaha. And, they only showed like bits and pieces of parts for the AAR's concert. Sucky.

After that, we watched House Bunny! Haha, credits to Sarah, she brought it to my house. Well, Tyson is in it so, weeeeeeeeee! :D Seriously yaww, the girls in House Bunny was so pretty! Especially the girl who acts as Tyson's 'girl.' When the part they kissed, I freaking had tears in my eyes, wtf I know. Haish, what to do yaw? The girl is really pretty :) Oh and btw, we saw the Move Along's videoclip and there's this part where Tyson has the band-aid thing around his wrist and the name was 'Kim.' Kim is his exgirlfriend :S Ahaha, whatever yaw, they broke up so, boohoo? Haha.

She's Kim Smith.

The 4 of them went back about 1810. And after that, nothing much. Tomorrow gotta go to school to take our Editorial Board's picture at 1100. Early, I know! :( Im wearing baju kurung though cause my leg has got a bruise, craaaaaap! Haha, Sarah will be wearing pinafore. And, I made a "I ♥ Tyson Jay Ritter" thingy. Ngeehee, thats for freestyle picture :) Hmm, nothing much! Gotta run now!

Oh yeah, I got 94 for Maths. YEAY! :D

As usual,

Seo Jinxian ♥ Tyson Jay Ritter!

holidays mean nothing!

2009-11-04T20:39:00.011+08:00

"-I'll sit on the front porch all night,
waist deep in thought, because when i think of you.

i don't feel so alone."

song: dear god - avenged sevenfold
mood: frustrated?

Hello! Mood - Frustrated, Title - Holidays mean nothing? Yeah, theres a reason for it. Guess what the crap did my Mum say? She said that she'll only give me one week off, which is this week and she said by next week, I should start studying at least 2 hours perday and I'll get to do whatever crap I want to. WHAT THE *&$%, I knowww! I was like what the crap yaww. But, I just freaking kept quiet and just blog blog blog. I will so fucking try to study awhile. Note that I said awhile and then, go blog blog. Haha, Im like kinda into blogging already.

Checked my Nuffnang and I actually earned RM6.10 after several freaking months, almost a year. I KNOW -.- Haha. So yeah, guess what? Until now, I actually dont know how to earn more money for my Nuffnang. Now, Im using YouthSay too, you'll see a sign beside my blogposts, click on it and sign up, its cool, worth signing up for :) Trust me! Haha, hmm, well seriously, I dont know what to blog about anymore, now.

So, I will just say that Sarah, Intan, Putri, Shafiqah will be coming my house tomorrow. And, guess what we're doing. Haha, we're gonna watch the re-run for the Digi Music Live featuring All-American Rejects, again. Although, Sarah, Put and I went! Haha. But, whatever kannn? I love Tyson and Sarah loves Nick so, boohoo! Bear with it, seriously. Haha, even my family is getting sick and tired that Ive been talking A LOT about Tyson, really :/ WHATEVER.

Oh, went to someone's blog and saw some of the clear AAR's pictures in the concert. Hang on, wanna upload.

Tyson!

Mike!

Nick!

Oh btw, somehow, I find this picture facinating and cute and sweet:

and this:

Hee, alrighty, off to watch teevee now!

Goodnight, takecare people! And, forever and always,

Seo Jinxian ♥ Tyson Jay Ritter

We Can Just Leave This Town.

2009-11-03T14:03:00.004+08:00

"-When I get really lonely,
I think of you smiling."

song: -
mood: regret?

heyho! today was quite a boring day. woke up about 0840 because we went to nilai to pray my grandma. nothing much though. just listen to AAR's disc, again. hee. i dont know what to blog about -.- intan, puteri, sarah and shafiqah might be coming over to my house on thursday, gonna see the re-run of the digi music live thing again. aar! so yeah, havent inform shafiqah yet but, intan will, for me :) told put but, she hasnt replied me yet. so yeah, i'll wait, its like 2 more days. crap, i dont even know what the heck im talking about now -.- just watching some of aar's video on youtube and tyson's video on youtube. and watched his latest video on reject tv. he brought back a stone from batu caves! haha. and he bought the 'bird whistle', thats what i call it. haha. and he bought a traditional get-up dress for his mum! aww, thats sweet of him eh? ;D hee, and tyson is just so random yaw, he shoots random videos and just post it. haha, i love random people, thats why ;)

gotta run, people!

Tyson Ritter ♥ Seo Jinxian ;P

The All-American Rejects ♥

2009-11-01T16:15:00.019+08:00

♥

Song : Swing Swing - All-American Rejects.

Mood : OVERLY HYPER.

Heyho. Went to AAR's concert yesterday. It was the DiGi Music Live thing. Okay, lets start from the beginning to the ending, shall we?

First, I got ready at about 1430, wore black pants, kinda like slacks and a black top, sleeveless :) Then, Putri came to my house about 1520 and then, called Sarah asking her where is she cause she was suppose to come to fetch us at about 1530. But, she said that her Uncle is still showering and need 30 more minutes! We were like "Ho mother-f! Cepat yaww!" HAHA. So, in the meantime we just chitchat and stuffs. So about 1630++ , here comes Sarah and her Uncle! Haaa, at last. Nothing much, went inside the car, said hello. And, then shoot to May Je's house to get the AAR ticket for Uncle.

Then, on the way to Bukit Jalil, it drizzle a bit at Summit. But, at BJ it wasnt raining, it was like cooling. Called Ikmal in the car, he said the line was really long and that we can cut through his line when we reach! Haha, then, called him again when at the carpark. He said he wasnt lining up -.- Gila kao. So, we just walked around first. Putri had to fine Athilah for her ticket. So, we walked round. And, saw the Hitz.Fm Haloween dude. Dang, he was scary!

He kept touching me with his sword -.-

It was all crazy. And, we had to squeeze our way in. And, I managed to grab a dude cause he was good in squeezing in so, I held him while Put and Sarah held onto me. So, I squeezed in. And, Putri cant go in cause Athilah still havent give her the ticket yet. So, I waited for them inside. Saw Faris Azizi! Said hello :) And, saw quite a few from our school. But, whatever yaww. And, people were all running like mad cows to the stage. I wanted to run like one too but, I had to wait for Putri and Sarah. You guys might be thinking, run and then, call them, right? NO. Putri had my phone and I only had Sarah's phone but, it seems like she had got no credit. Haih, so. I did, I waited until I was like CRAPP PEOPLE ARE ALL MOVING FORWARD! So, I just ran up and then, thank God, I saw Sarah and Put. Haha, we were kinda near to the stage? I mean, like not too far and aint too near.

In the crowd :)

Them, in the crowd too :)

It was kinda frustrating too, people are all bloody pushingggg! And, IT.WAS.SO.DAMN.HOT. HAHA. We were all sardined yaww and, damn it. It was like all stinkyy -,- Hahah. But, whatever. And, a foreigner stand behind me. He was so noisy. The stadium had "Move Along" and he was singing along but, he has this weird accent that left Put Sarah and I laughing. It sounded like "Volf VaVong." HAHAHAH. Stupid la. And, when he talks, his saliva was ALL OVER my head. DAMN IT! I was complaining to Sarah and then, a few Chinese dudes in front of me overheard and was laughing -.- Hahah. Btw, Sarah! Some of the Chinese dude in front of us quite comel eh? :P HEE. But anyway, it was all so squishy and everyone was so stinky -.-

Wooot.

And, during that. HOMYGOSH, and there's this weirdo Chinese dude suddenly touched Sarah. As in like, held Sarah's shoulders and was like holding and holding onto her. HAHA, I just kept looking and looking and Put was looking so weird, HAHA. Sarah was kinda scared too, HAHA. Then, she kinda walked over to me a bit, she's kinda avoiding that weirdoooo -.- HAHAHAHAHA. It was like super funny. And, then I was like really frustrated cause many people in front were so damn tall, I can hardly see the stage -.- So, I was like "UGH, I CANT SEE ANYTHING, I CANT SEE THE STAGE!" Then, the 'comel' dude I said, said "Come, I carry you!" HAHA. I was like super stunned :P But, I just laughed! Haha, Sarah was like "Apa? Apa?" So, I repeated and Sarah said "Carry la! Was he serious or what?" HAHA, look how blur Sarah is due to the humidity in the crowd :P HAHAH.

So, yeah. Then, I think the first band was One Buck Short? I think so. Hah. Then, I was like putting my weight on the two Chinese dudes in front of me. Haha, they dont care kan so, whatever! :D Hm, and then, after that its Disagree. And, their songs were quite nice, actually :) Heee. But, I dont know their lyrics so, I cant sing along -,- Hmm, serious shit, during that, I can hardly breathe and I was so fucking thirsty :S

How romantic? Pizza in the rain.

Tongggguuue.

Go back to Fiqri Azim! Tyson is mine!

Eeeeek! ;)

So, when Pop Shuvit was performing, I told Sarah and Putri, why not we go to the back to get some drink and food? They said alrighty so, we were having some freaking hard time to squeeze our way out! HOMYGOD, SO DAMN HARD -.- Haa. But, we managed to. Give a round of applause! Haha. And then, while walking to the booth to buy drink, we saw Syakir, Syakir Form3 ;P Ooh, hotstuff :P HEEEE. Then, ran to the drinking booth where they sell Nestle Bliss. I bought 2 for RM3. Strawberry & Mango! WHAT THE HELL, SO FREAKING REFRESHING! ;) Woooh. Haha. Then, I bought Icecream. Put and Sarah bought Pizza and I bought another drink, Ice Lemon Tea this time :D Haha, then we sat right in front of the big screen and sat down and eat. And then, Sarah called her Uncle, he came and he used the Digi thingy to sleep on it -.- HAHAH. After eating and all, we told Sarah's uncle we gonna go in front cause AAR is gonna perform! Haha, then we were like standing near the big screen and Putri saw Ikmal, she used the DiGi thing and hit him. HAHA. Said hello then, he bla. We tried to go in front but, was really really crowded yaw. So, we just stayed near the screen. And then, we thought AAR was gonna come out so, we all cheered AAR AAR. But, bodoh, tak habis habis they showed the other video -.- So, we just sat on the ~~floor~~ road and, waited! And, when they finally came out! ---

I CANT BELIEVE WE'RE HERE!

She cant believe it either ;)

She too.

HOMYGOD! All the cheerings and all the screamings - I made. HAHA. First song was Move Along. We all sang together, I was shouting "TYSON TYSON!" Then, he asked us to scream "yeaaaaahh", "oooohh", "aarrrrr!" OMGGGG, gila sexaaayy ;) And then, he was like "Can I tell you something dirty?" We were like YEAAAAAHHH! Then he did his Native-American dance. The Native-American dance was so cute and sexy! :P Heeee. Then he said his 'dirty' thing, he said "Dirtyyyy," "Dirtyyy", "say Dirty Little" and then he said "what comes after that?" We all screamed "DIRTY LITTLE SECRETS!" Woooooaah, I loved him yaww. He is so fucked up sexyy! Omggggg.

Woooooh, he's mine!

Again, I love Native-Americans.

Chris Gaylor!

And then, the last song was Gives You Hell then, he gave out flying kisses and Nick Wheeler threw his towel out. HOMYGOD! I think I had tears in my eyes when they go away :'( Laaa, hm. Then, the hosts, Ean and Natalie said that we can meet them in the Meet and Greet booth so, EVERYONE ran there, haha. Including Sarah, Putri and I. Then, those people say that only those with the Meet and Greet tag, haish stupid la. They didnt say earlier, right -.- So, we squeezed our way out, again -.- And, guess what? We lost Putri. OMG :O I know. So then, we went to bought drinks, again. Ahaha. And, there's this weirdo Indian, BIG dude was like holding Sarah's waist. And, Sarah looked at him with the "WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT?" look. HAHAH. And, Sarah is waiting for her change and it was supposingly some other dude was suppose to give back Sarah the change but, instead that keling gave back Sarah the change and he was like smiling and smiling. BODOH SIAL. Like, go get a life la. Sarah has got high taste alright, she doesnt take big kelings like you, gila -.-

Haha, then. HOMYGOD, THANK GOD we found Putri. She said she saw Ikmal and asked Ikmal to teman her. Hahaha. And, she said some unknown dude held her waist to and she pushed that guy's hand away. HAHAHAH. It was so funny how she said it. Oh and then, while walking, we saw Hilal! Oh Hilal, its been ages since Ive seen him. He was from Smk4 and then he changed -.- But hey, at least he looked waaaaaaaaaaaaay better now. Its not that he doesnt look good before but, he changed, a lot ;)

Hilal!

And then, we just walked around. Oh and, saw Maria, Aurelia, Farah, Reez too. Said hello and then, blaaa. And then, saw Ikmal and his friends and he was with Faisal too, Faisal Form3. Had picture with Ikmal Azree! ;D Hahah. He was so snobbish there ;S Haha, then nothing much so we went off.

Yawww.

Ussss ;)

Went to the car and just talked. I can hardly feel my throat due to the screamings! Haha. Then, Sarah's Uncle was like "dream come true?" Sarah said "Noo! We didnt get to meet them :(" HAHA. True about what Sarah said though. I just wish we had the Meet and Greet tag, I just wish we wouldve known about AAR going to Pavilion. I just wish, I just wish :'( No point wishing now, huh. So, we practically took 15 minutes to get out of the carpark. Haha. And then, went home and was thinking, thinking, thinking about AAR the whole time, seriously until I fall asleep. Had tears in my eyes all the time ;(

Woke up today and actually freaking dreamed of AAR! OMG, shocking, I know! Okay, the dream is like this. I went to Pavilion or I dont know where, but I went somewhere! And, The All-American Rejects were signing autograph. So, it was my turn and he signed mine and I had pictures with AAR and I got to hug TYSON! OMG, I know! Haha, but as I said, its just a damn dream and I woke up kinda cried a lil'. I know Im kinda no life but, SO WHAT?

Ahaha, Sarah & I even sent each other links in YouTube about their videos. Mostly, Tyson Ritter's and Nick Wheeler's. HAHAHAH. But, heck. Seriously, I shouldnt have watch their videos, I miss them more, now. Heck heck heck heck heck! But, whatever yaw. It seems that Tyson has a girlfriend ;( Kim Smith. Haish, whatever yaww. I just wanna meet him! And greet him! And hug him! And have a picture with him! And have his autograph! :( Just wish and pray for the best, shall we? Hahah.

Nothing much though, have been seeing their videos lately. And, I tweet Tyson but, as expected, no replies :( And, I left a comment in AAR's Myspace, haha. Homygod and you guys should totally check out my Myspace profile, I am desperate about Tyson but hey, who isnt? Ahahah btw, Farah Natashaaaa! Dont fight for Tyson with me, okay? You know he is mine ;) HAHAH.

Yes, please? :P

Okays, enough! Hahah, gotta hit the sack now. Goodnight, takecare people! Sorry if the pictures are quite blur. I took it from the big screen. If you guys want more pictures, its all in my Facebook and Myspace. Feel free to check it out :D

Loves xx !

seo jinxiannn ♥ Tyson Jay Ritter

Ps: Check out the full review of the concert http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EhEZDDfr1iY&feature=channel

Yaww homies.

2009-10-30T21:09:00.003+08:00

Song : Tik Tok - Ke$ha.
Mood : Excited! :D

Heyho! Ages, I know, ages! Haha. Dude, sorry yaw, its cause exam was around the corner before so, hardly have the time to blog. I'll blog more often nowadays :) Hm, lets see. Finals finished just ended like few hours ago. Fuuuuuh, relieve right away! Hm hm, and as you know, The All-American Rejects are performing at Bukit Jalil tomorrow. And, I AM GOING! Weeeeee! I got the tickets and I'll be going with Sarah & her cousins. Danggg, I cant wait! I dont know what to wear? Maybe skinnies and a grey and white top. And, Adidas sleek edition and no handbags. Haha, takut kena rompak. Haha, so whatever lah.

Hm, Intan is going too, Putri said she's positively sure can. HAHA. Wuh, I cant waaaaaaait. Ikmal will be going too. Who else eh? Connie and her gang! Many people yaww :)

Out ♥

When You Believe?

2009-09-26T16:29:00.002+08:00

Uh, hello. Its been long since Ive updated, I know. Ahaha. So, nothing much, though. You know what, I just hate hate all these 'fights' that have been occurring in my life. I just think that all these are totally pointless. Its better off Syamim and I not be friends. Haih, kids -.- HAHA, ceyy.

Oh, my cousin is back from Australia. Yeay! Its been months since Ive seen her. So, had dinner with Aunty's family :) Oh, delicious maan. Shark fins just rock. Haha. Then, go over to their house. Thought we will play PS3 again but, uh. Instead Karaoke -.- But, it was fun too. Practically blast the whole house. Haha.

So, nothing much. Reached home about midnight. I gotta go now. Cheers.

xo, seojinxian

Im living the dream , eh ?

2009-08-26T14:34:00.002+08:00

Song : I Wanna - The All-American Rejects .
Mood : Great , I suppose :D

Hello hello . Its been ages since I blog , I know . Im so so sorry ! Im so bored and the 'case' is so called settle ? I mean , I dont give much damn bout it anymore . Just wanna live ! Haha , so crap it la . Loving life :D

Connie ! I feel love so , I am doing this ey ? :D

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. last beverage = water .
2. last phone call = Sarah ! :D
3. last text message = R ! ;D
4. last song you listened to = Good Girls Go Bad - Cobra Starship (;
5. last time you cried = 22 August 2009 , 2204 .

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice = Yes . Omg .
7. been cheated on = Er , no ?
8. kissed someone & regretted it = Nope.
9. lost someone special = Family member ? Hell yeah .
10. been depressed = Sometimes :P
11. been drunk and threw up = Noooo .

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Red
13. Silver
14. Black

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend = Totally .
16. Fallen out of love = Yes .
17. Laughed until you cried = Huh , yes .
18. Met someone who changed you = Totally . In the inside and out ;)
19. Found out who your true friends were = Yes .
20. Found out someone was talking about you = HAHA , YES .
21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list = Mummy ? Yes .

GENERAL:
22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life = Most of them .
24. Do you have any pets = Yes , fish . HAHA .
25. Do you want to change your name = Hell to the no .
26. What did you do for your last birthday = Er ? Online and the offline and then went to celebrate with family . Haha .
27. What time did you wake up today = 0915 .
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = Music and texted him .
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = to meet him , again ? :P
30. Last time you saw your Mother = Few minutes ago .
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = Er ? I wanna be slimmer ? Please , pretty , please ? :)
32. What are you listening to right now = Teardrops On My Guitar - Taylor Swift :D
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = OMG , yeah , tuition . Fcker nerd dick .
34. What's getting on your nerves right now = The missing-him part :S
35. Most visited webpage = www.myspace.com
36. Where you want to be right now = Right beside him , please ?
37. Nicknames = Everything you can think of . HAHA .
38. Relationship Status = single but , not available ;)
39. Zodiac sign = Pigggy !
41. Elementary? = Sek. Keb. Seri Selangor :D
42. Middle school = SMK USJ 4 :)
43. Hair colour = I dont know , you come and see :)
44. Long or short = long !
46. Height = Fuck , I feel so short . But , actually its only people are tall ! :D
47. Do you have a crush on someone = Not really crush , I love him ;)
48. What do you like aboNope = Whaaa ?
50. Tattoos = I want one , on my leg , but , needles ? Ugh , crap .
51. Righty or lefty = Righty !
52. First surgery = NeverNever :D
53. First piercing = When I was 3-4 years old , ngeehee :D
54. First best friend = Michelle Chong Ying Yi , bebeh .
55. First kiss = MUM and DAD :D
56. First vacation = As far as I know , Singapore , I think ?
57. First crush = Haha , when I was 4 . Some chinese dude ah .

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating = My hair .
60.Drinking = My saliva .
61. I'm about to = scream my lungs out to him .
62. Listening to = Now , Until You - Shayne Ward .
63. Waiting for = the right time and waiting to go out ! :D

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids? = Haha , totally !
65. Get married = Yesyesyes :D
66. Career = Heck yeah , lawyer ? ;)

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes = Both , please ?
68. Hugs or kisses = Again , both :D
69. Shorter or taller = Taller .
70. Older or Younger = Older .
71. Romantic or spontaneous = Romantic .
72. Nice stomach or nice arms = Stomach .
73. Sensitive or loud = None .
74. Hook-up or relationship = Relationship !
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = trouble maker !

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger = Hell no .
77. Drank hard liquor = Yeap :)
78. Lost glasses/contacts = Never .
79. Sex on first date = HELL NO .
80. Broken someone's heart = They thought I did but , I wasnt !
81. Had your own heart broken = Yes :'(
82. Been arrested = Not yet ?
83. Turned someone down = Yes .
84. Cried when someone died = Yeah , my uncle's :(
85. Fallen for a friend? = Sheeez , yes .

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself = Yeah :)
87. Miracles = Yes , infact , its just another miracle noww !
88. Love at first sight = Bwahahah , noo . I prefer love at first fight with sweet words , HAHA .
89. Heaven = Yeahh .
90. Santa Claus = No but ,still yeah .
91. Kiss on the first date = Naaah .
92. Angels = Yes ! :D

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
93. Had more than one bf/gf?= At once ? Hell no .
95. Did you sing today? = Yep .
96. Ever cheated on somebody? = In love ? No .
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why? = Im not gonna turn back time , mistakes happeed and Im glad it happened .
98. Are you afraid of falling in love with somebody else? = No .
100. Posting this as 100 truths? = Nah , its for my blog .

Gtg run now , exerciseee ! :S Byebyee , loves ♥

xo , seojinxiannn ♥